tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13960228593056570142012-02-13T02:01:41.904+08:00喜欢雨天的宁静，更爱雨后的天晴Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.comBlogger491100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-4161059377202671052011-09-18T14:48:00.003+08:002011-09-18T15:20:27.262+08:00很累<br /><br />我知道我有情绪困扰的问题，或许我的神经比别人更敏感，更纤细<br />所以，不受控制的，我容易被挫折，困扰影响，心情会突然好像跳降落伞一样，直线滑落<br />如果说我有轻微忧郁症，我真的一点都不怀疑<br /><br />昨天一场电话中的争执，我突然觉得前所未有的疲倦<br />觉得，情感真的是负累，是包袱<br />如果可以抛开所有的感情，如果可以摒弃感情，如果可以不再有感情<br />我想，人生会轻松很多<br />或至少，我会轻松很多<br /><br />曾经我以为，把心事说出来是很好的舒压方法<br />人活在世界上，难免有不开心，不如意，不喜欢的东西<br />进而，产生牢骚，产生郁闷，产生不满<br />小时候，跌倒了，可以和大人撒娇<br />长大了，有心事，谁理会你？<br />拜托，每个成年人都被生活折磨得乱七八糟了，谁还有多余的心力去理会别人的心事？<br /><br />生活上遇到的不如意，不开心<br />我曾经天真的以为只要说出来就好了。。<br /><br />渐渐的，我发现没有人会仔细聆听，也没有人会理会你到底怎么了。。<br />甚至说了出来，别人还觉得你的抗压性很差，那么一点点事情都大惊小怪<br />那好，不说，改成在网络上用匿名的方式对陌生人说<br />但是，那些陌生人，却好像以为自己很了解你，进而对你进行批判<br />甚至，有些人会来追究责任。。<br /><br />渐渐的，看穿了，世界上根本没有聆听这回事，<br />真的有人会仔细聆听你的倾诉，然后尝试了解吗？<br />或许有，但是我没遇到。。我听到的，是无止境的批判。。<br /><br />渐渐的，我开始不说话了<br />当我把真正的自己埋葬，当我把所有的心事都吞噬<br />人们开始说，我长大了，成熟了<br />原来，这就是这个社会要的，这就是标准<br /><br />渐渐的，我从不说话，到把自己藏起来<br />我开始觉得自卑，开始觉得厌恶这个生命<br /><br />反正不管怎么样，都不会有人关心的，<br />反正不管怎么样，都不会有人在乎的<br />反正不管怎么样，我都是自己奋斗的<br /><br />渐渐的，心底的黑暗吞噬了生活的快乐<br />渐渐的，我被黑暗拉进了封锁的世界里<br />渐渐的，我的思想行为开始被黑暗占据<br /><br />心底的黑暗是一口深井，<br />在快掉进去之前，我呼喊，我求救<br />但是，没有人愿意伸出援手，没有人理会<br />求救的讯号，别人以为只是无病呻吟，以为只是哗众取宠<br />没有人理会，没有人看我一眼<br /><br />等到事情出现明朗化的严重，才开始有人发现不对劲<br />人们开始问我，为什么有困扰不说出来？为什么要那么傻？<br />好像，我从来不曾求救一样，好像我一开始就选择了放弃一样<br />甚至，开始装得，好像可以理解我的困扰，装得好像感同身受<br /><br />对，装的。。<br /><br />因为如果你开始不能理解，不能体谅，是不可能突然可以理解的<br />人的想法是根深蒂固的，怎么可能在刹那积案出现戏剧性的转变？<br /><br />对人性，又看得更透更穿了<br />然而，也更失望了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-416105937720267105?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-52862946169534843182011-03-11T02:11:00.003+08:002011-03-11T03:30:20.409+08:00人家常说“婚姻是爱情的坟墓”<div><br /></div><div>我想，我开始可以体会这句话的意思了</div><div><br /></div><div>想想，当两个人的话题不再只是风花雪月，不再只是海誓山盟</div><div>开始觉得不再需要甜言蜜语，不再需要热烈依恋的时候</div><div><br /></div><div>爱情还剩下什么？</div><div><br /></div><div>算算时间，我们才新婚5个月，感觉。。好漫长。。</div><div>很奇怪，怎么会有这种感觉呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>婚后，生活开始被身份转换所带来的责任，和面对生活所必需学会的承担所填满</div><div>我们根本无法去重新体会爱情的甜蜜</div><div><br /></div><div>两个人在一起，好像只是习惯，</div><div>习惯了对方在身边，习惯了他的生活</div><div>习惯了两个人</div><div>离不开，只是因为习惯</div><div>留下来，也只是因为习惯</div><div><br /></div><div>婚后，我感觉不到那份爱情应该有的甜蜜</div><div>我也从来没有感受过人家所谓‘新婚的蜜月期’</div><div>本来期待蜜月期可以重温一下当初刚交往时的那种热情和甜蜜</div><div>无奈，我失望了。。</div><div><br /></div><div>或许只是一生人一次的蜜月，就这样，继我的婚礼后，</div><div>成为我的另外一个无法弥补的遗憾</div><div>成为了另外一个无法纪念的记忆</div><div><br /></div><div>别人人生中那些最珍贵的记忆，我都是空白的</div><div><br /></div><div>别人有浪漫的追求，我没有</div><div>别人有真诚的告白，我没有</div><div>别人有精心安排的惊喜求婚，我却是要自己要求，才有一个补偿</div><div>别人有开心浪漫的婚礼，我的婚礼却成为我最不想记得的记忆</div><div>新婚蜜月期，一天也不甜蜜，反而得到的是日益平淡的生活</div><div>婚后第一个情人节，没有任何的浪漫，甚至连一句‘我爱你’，一个吻都没有等到</div><div>婚后第一个生日，有的是失望和泪水</div><div><br /></div><div>他曾经说过，过去他欠我的，以后会加倍补偿</div><div>可是，到目前为止，非但没有补偿，反而越欠越多</div><div>好像凡是应该纪念的，他都没给</div><div><br /></div><div>还有什么？</div><div>我的记忆里，到底还应该记得什么？</div><div>很多我期待的精彩，全部都失约了</div><div>记忆是空白的</div><div>遗憾却是深刻而永恒的</div><div><br /></div><div>他不是浪漫的人，他好像也觉得我们的生活里已经不需要浪漫了</div><div>以前，总是吻得难分难舍，好像已分开就再也吻不到了</div><div>现在，真的不记得他多久没有给过我那种热烈的情感了</div><div>亲吻，拥抱，已经不是我们生活里的日常习惯</div><div>或许是说，已经不是他的习惯了。</div><div><br /></div><div>我不知道该怎么告诉他，我需要这种所谓‘肤浅的浪漫表现’</div><div>我需要这些最简单直接的接触去证明，我们的爱情还是存在的</div><div>我不懂他那些含蓄，内敛，不大明显的‘爱的表现’</div><div>我只知道，我真的感受不到</div><div>我没有甜蜜开心的婚礼，没有甜蜜开心的新婚期，</div><div>在日益平淡的生活里，我像一只搁浅的鱼</div><div>缺少了热情的生活，感觉，我快死了。。</div><div><br /></div><div>不适没有人对我献殷勤，不是没有人追求我</div><div>问题是，我却执着于和他的承诺，而必须去放弃那些别人可以代替他给我的热情</div><div>继续让自己搁浅。</div><div><br /></div><div>而他，从来不觉得，他应该帮我加满水，让我重新活过来</div><div><br /></div><div>我好几次跟他讨论，争吵。。</div><div>但是，始终没有结果</div><div>问题出在，他根本不明白，他不在我的角度</div><div>他不明白我为什么需要。。</div><div>他觉得，只要他依照i他的方式去表达就对了</div><div>他觉得，他偶尔记得就可以了</div><div><br /></div><div>我告诉过他，错误的表达方式，会造成讯息无法传达的后果</div><div>就算答案写得再好，只要不符合老师的要求，分数自然不高</div><div>不过，他好像还是不明白</div><div><br /></div><div>每当我要求，他总是可以举例种种，来证明他是爱我的，他对我很好</div><div>我知道他对我好，我知道他照顾我</div><div>但是，他不知是对我好，不只是照顾我</div><div>我并不是特别的，我不是独特的</div><div>他对我好，他同样也对别人好，甚至更好</div><div>他照顾我，他同时也照顾别人，甚至更宽容</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>他可以是好父亲，好女婿，好老公</div><div>但，我不需要他像爸爸一样照顾我，像老师一样训导我，像助理一样协助我</div><div>我需要的是一个有温度的情人，我需要一个可以聆听的耳朵，可以理解我的人</div><div><br /></div><div>无奈，我必须小心选择和他的谈话内容，免得争执</div><div>压抑心里的话，有时根本无法告诉他，因为那不是他会理解的</div><div>还必须小心不要重复去烦恼同一件事，因为他会不耐烦</div><div><br /></div><div>我真的不知道要怎么告诉他，我需要更多的关心，更多的热情，更多的接触和温度</div><div>就算告诉他，要怎么样让他了解？要怎么样让他记得？</div><div><br /></div><div>我因为爱他才嫁给他</div><div>爱，即抽象，又虚无缥缈</div><div>爱，需要持续的燃烧才能维持</div><div>就好像烧火一样，一定要不断地添加干柴，煤油，火才会持续燃烧</div><div>如果停止助燃，再大的火，都有熄灭的一天</div><div><br /></div><div>我要的，其实就只是一些很简单的东西，甚至是不需要花什么钱</div><div>也不是什么物质上的东西</div><div>就只是人类很基本的情感而已</div><div>为什么，就那么难达成呢？</div><div>看到那些买卖婚姻，想想</div><div>或许不相爱也有不相爱的好处</div><div>至少不会去期望，不会要求</div><div>大家各自精彩，不用因为对方而郁郁寡欢</div><div><br /></div><div>所以，婚姻算什么？</div><div>它可以给我什么？</div><div>一纸婚书或许可以给我法律上的保障，但他可以保障爱情的寿命吗？</div><div><br /></div><div>如果有一天，爱情消失了</div><div>亲爱的，我们应该拿什么去维持婚姻呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>没有水的鱼，总有一天，是会死的，</div><div>你，会救我吗？</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-5286294616953484318?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-6044296616721124892011-01-25T10:15:00.002+08:002011-01-25T10:37:34.709+08:00昨天，我是哭着入睡的<br />一个人，躺在诺大的双人床中间，<br />第一次，我想把他赶走<br />第一次，我不想看到他<br />第一次，我不想触碰他<br /><br />对他来说，我必须成为合格的老婆<br />对我来说，我希望他是体贴的老公<br />希望和必须，是有差别的<br />我必须做到他的要求，他却不怎么需要记得我的希望<br /><br />他要求我对他家人要友善合群，可是他却对我朋友冷淡漠然<br />他要我尽量多和他家人相处，可是我从出嫁到现在从来没有回过家<br />他也从来不会主动问我，要不要回家<br />他说对于他家人的批评要小心谨慎，不要用过分的字眼<br />可是对我，他却肆无忌惮的说些伤害我的话<br />他可以为了‘巫婆’两个字在我们注册后的一个星期说要离婚<br />那我一次又一次听他说那些伤害我的话时，为什么又要原谅他？<br /><br />只因为我因为很久没有回家，而撒娇要求年初一可以早点回家，<br />就被他说“你从来都不会体谅我，为我着想”<br /><br />我不会为他着想。。<br />我不会体谅，但是我会愿意放弃自己想要继续升学的理想，打算帮他生孩子<br />我不会体谅，但是我不管怎么累，我都不会去对他家人发脾气<br />我不会体谅，我记得他的所有要求，而且一一的改进他不喜欢的所有缺点<br />我不会体谅，我工作回家有时得白饭配汤我都没有在他妈妈面前摆出任何情绪<br />我不会体谅，我还是隐藏自己的情绪的去融入他的家庭，为的就是减轻他的负担<br /><br />他说，他累，他心情不好，他没有考虑清楚<br />所以对我说了不该说的话<br /><br />我问，我累，我心情不好，我没有考虑清楚<br />可不可以也对你妈妈说不该说的话？<br /><br />昨晚，跟他说的最后一句话，就是<br />“我去改变，因为我觉得你值得我去吃那些苦，如果你觉得我不值得你去为我改变，那也麻烦你想想你为什么要求我要对你家人谨言慎行，如果我必须顾虑你，顾虑他们的感受但你却不需要顾虑我的，那我真的无话可说了。”<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-604429661672112489?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-2384272391528573612011-01-24T11:45:00.002+08:002011-01-24T12:52:05.997+08:00踏入2011年，感觉时间好慢<br />1月好像怎么样都过不去<br />或许是因为工作的关系，觉得每天度日如年<br />感觉日子过了许多，却怎么还是1月？<br />好不容易捱到20多号，嗯。。加油。。<br /><br />下个星期就是农历新年了，第一次以‘已婚’的身份迎接这个节日<br />最近我都好像成为了朋友们‘瞄准’的目标<br />没办法，谁叫我是朋友堆中算‘早婚’的<br />大家都卯起来跟我‘暗示，明示’的要红包<br />嗯。。看来最近不能怎么花钱了，过年很伤哦<br /><br />不过阿，我还蛮期待这次的新年的<br />不是因为身份的关系，而是因为~~我真的很久没有回家了<br />上次回家是结婚摆酒的时候了，之后都一直忙工作，也没有时间回去。。<br />啊~~~好想念家里的家人还有我两只狗狗<br /><br />前阵子，某位朋友问起我的新年愿望<br />嗯。。我可以说：“只要去年没完成的，今年都是我的愿望”吗？<br />所以说，今年的愿望是考到驾驶执照，然后找到更好的工作，好的公司，开心的环境，然后开开心心的生活，希望出国旅行，希望可以多一点时间回去探望家人，希望老公多疼我一点，然后多点时间陪我。。<br /><br />还有还有。。。<br /><br />希望今年我们多一个家庭成员，让我们开始负担那个甜蜜的责任。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-238427239152857361?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-84296300159026303142010-11-25T16:16:00.004+08:002010-11-25T16:48:42.780+08:00今天在公司好安静。。因为完全没人嘛。。<br /><br />所以呢，我就安静的工作，安静的吃东西咯。。<br /><br />也因为没人打扰的关系，我拖到现在才吃午餐<br /><br />而我的午餐就是。。。。。。泡面啦~~<br /><br /><br /><br />不过呢，可不能给老公知道我那么迟吃饭，而且还只是吃泡面哦<br /><br />不然我回去一定给他念叨到耳朵长茧，头脑爆炸。。<br /><br /><br /><br />最近他都很紧张我的健康，本来以为是因为我上次动手术的原因<br /><br />后来才知道，原来他是另外有预谋的。。<br /><br />因为昨天他说：“身体健康，营养均衡，才能生健康的宝宝”<br /><br /><br /><br />我的妈~~原来是因为这样哦。。<br /><br /><br /><br />话说我家男人最近都会提起‘宝宝’和‘孩子’的关系词语。。<br /><br />好像上次去百货公司买东西，他突然跟我说：“老婆，最近纸尿片有便宜哦”<br /><br />哎哟。。意思浅浅，不要以为我不知道他那个闷过期的脑袋在打什么算盘。。<br /><br />当然，他老婆也不是省油的灯，我直接回应：“有便宜，你要买来穿吗？”（偷笑中。。）<br /><br /><br /><br />不过呢，以前很抗拒生孩子的我。。最近，好像也开始考虑那个可能性了 。。<br /><br />可能是看到身边那么多怀孕的例子吧。。是被传染了吗？<br /><br />我知道怀孕很辛苦，生产很痛恨恐怖<br /><br />虽然当初的认知到现在还存在。。可是，那份恐惧感好像渐渐的被另外一种感觉取代了。。<br /><br /><br /><br />而那种感觉，就叫幸福~~<br /><br /><br /><br />当筹备了整年多的婚礼终于过去了，我们也恢复了轻松<br /><br />也感受到了专属于新婚的那种甜腻和温馨感。。<br /><br />老公疼爱我，我是从来不怀疑的，而我对他的依赖，他也很清楚的感受到。。<br /><br />开始在想，就算生孩子很恐怖，但是，有他在，好像是可以忍受的。。<br /><br />甚至，是我愿意去交换的。。<br /><br /><br /><br />他很努力的给我灌输‘小孩好可爱’的思想。。<br /><br />让我不禁想象，有一两个小瓜，<br /><br />从小小人儿，慢慢站起来学习开步，开口说话<br /><br />叫爸爸，叫妈妈<br /><br />然后，他会长大，会懂事<br /><br />从幼稚园，小学，中学，大学。。出社会工作，结婚，生子。。<br /><br />我相信，每个宝宝都是上帝牵着手送到人间来的，他绝对是最棒的天使<br /><br />就算哪天我们回到了上天的家，我们的爱还是会不断地循环下去。。<br /><br />一代一代。。一直到人类灭亡那天。。<br /><br /><br /><br />想着想着。。。这个想法。。好像。。。<br /><br /><br /><br />还不错哦~~<a href="http://www.inhabitots.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/angelslipper987.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 290px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 212px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://www.inhabitots.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/angelslipper987.jpg" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8429630015902630314?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-19196940031709895292010-11-23T21:52:00.006+08:002010-11-23T22:17:59.173+08:0023/11/2010<br />星期二<br /><br />今天的天气是阴霾的，下午还有雷阵雨<br />不过呢，我的心情却一点都没有被影响<br />在办公室里一直等着6：30pm下班。。<br />虽然如此，到最后我还是被一些文件搞到我迟了一点点才离开办公室<br />文件处理完毕，马上‘冲’回家。。<br /><br />为什么这么赶？ <a href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1141.snc4/148376_464357649097_586764097_5375624_7362782_n.jpg"></a><br />呵呵。。因为在结婚满一个月的今天，本小姐要下厨咯~~<br />前一天晚上就把材料准备好，只要下班回家搞定就可以了。。<br /><br />其实呢，我偶尔也会下厨给老公做饭<br />不过，通常都是家里没人的时候，<br />为什么？因为没自信弄给家婆吃啊<br />今天，我终于终于要正正式式的煮一顿晚餐了。。<br />虽然不是初次下厨，但是还是有少许紧张哦。。<br /><br />过程还算顺利，而且我今天终于成功用老公家的米煮出好吃的白饭了<br />之前因为米的品种问题，我都不会拿涅他们家的米所需要的用水量，<br />因为我家都使用香米嘛，不需要太多水。。<br />可是同样的标准还我每次在这里煮饭都放不够水<br />今天终于成功煮出香喷喷的白饭了~~呵呵~~~<br /><br />今天的菜肴很简单，一碟清炒芥兰，一碟蒸鸡腿肉，和一碗老火汤<br />结果，老公吃到光光，还说他很喜欢那碟鸡肉，非常香甜美味呢。。<br />本来呢，下了班还要赶回来做饭是有点累<br />不过看到老公吃得那么开心，就觉得。。。<br />诶，其实还蛮不错的啦。。累得很值得哦~~<img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 293px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 593px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1206.snc4/155864_464357119097_586764097_5375617_4729992_n.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 429px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 315px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1206.snc4/155815_464356479097_586764097_5375612_3560299_n.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 412px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 276px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1141.snc4/148376_464357649097_586764097_5375624_7362782_n.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1206.snc4/155815_464356479097_586764097_5375612_3560299_n.jpg"></a><a href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1206.snc4/155864_464357119097_586764097_5375617_4729992_n.jpg"></a></div><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1206.snc4/155864_464357119097_586764097_5375617_4729992_n.jpg"></a></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-1919694003170989529?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-38238643492895852662010-11-23T13:23:00.007+08:002010-11-23T21:51:47.927+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/TOtiGcZ5n9I/AAAAAAAAAQM/em1AZZsRMVE/s1600/IMG_1427%2B%25282%2529.JPG"></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/TOth3RSCGuI/AAAAAAAAAQE/iaXpjkp-6yU/s1600/IMG_1427%2B%25282%2529.JPG"></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs591.ash2/154377_464229759097_586764097_5374071_3164224_n.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 464px; HEIGHT: 593px; CURSOR: hand" border="0" alt="" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash2/hs591.ash2/154377_464229759097_586764097_5374071_3164224_n.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><div><br />上个星期的18 - 21号，是我和老公婚后的第一次旅行。。本来说是‘小蜜月’的，<br />结果，我实在不甘寂寞，就把妈妈和弟弟找来一起去。。小蜜月变成了family trip<br />还好，对于我的主意，老公没有反对，甚至还很尽责的负担整个旅程。。<br /><br /><br />嗯。。果然是个好女婿，好姐夫啊。。<br />他真的做到爱屋及乌，把我家人朋友都招呼得很不错。。<br />真的很了不起。。老公，你辛苦咯 ~~<br /><br />这次的旅程是我们两个自己策划的。。目的地是langkawi+ penang<br />langkawi是老公喜欢的，因为他喜欢那里‘啤酒比汽水便宜‘的环境<br />而认识我的朋友都知道，我超级喜欢去penang的。。那里的美食与朋友都是我无法抗拒的<br />所以，这次的路线就集合了我们两个的最爱咯。。<br /><br />Langkawi的环境真的不错，虽然天气炎热了点，不过蓝天沙滩海洋的环绕下，我们也玩得很高兴<br />不过由于我们没有在langkawi待超过48小时，所以大家都不敢冒险带酒出来<br /><br />不过，我看到我最爱的choya,才卖RM70++就决定冒险了。。管它的 ，中tax就中咯。。不管<br />谁知道，到了check point，官员真的没有check我们。。哈哈。。。LUCKY~~~<br />只是我得意的脸旁，坐着一个哀怨的男人。。哈哈。。。<br />除了酒，我们还是扫了很多酒精巧克力。。不过呢，朋友们不用来根我讨了，因为已经被我弟弟sapu完了。。<br /><br />langkawi以外，就是我最喜欢的Penang了。。<br />见到姐妹们真的很开心。。大家还是一样热情。。<br />也还是一样在不断怂恿我上来玩。。哈哈。。<br />也对，我都还没吃到我的‘面线糊’，怎么能放弃呢？呵呵~~~<br />看来以后如果我失踪了，老公应该不会去娘家找人，他应该会直接来Penang找噢。。哈哈<br /><br /><br />这次的旅行才刚结束，我就已经期待下一次的旅程了。。<br />老公，什么时候还要再带我去玩啊？</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><p></p><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-3823864349289585266?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-79772128704165316692010-11-08T15:18:00.000+08:002010-11-08T15:18:36.726+08:00<object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/A_qIbry6t30/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/A_qIbry6t30?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/A_qIbry6t30?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-7977212870416531669?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-41163122027066890352010-11-08T14:10:00.000+08:002010-11-08T14:10:39.042+08:00<object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/iEMquLEG4fQ/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iEMquLEG4fQ?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/iEMquLEG4fQ?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-4116312202706689035?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-29747464492369812562010-10-29T20:29:00.003+08:002010-10-30T12:50:46.935+08:00昨天到医院去复诊，本来早上10点的appointment，<br /><br />因为医生是大忙人，有个手术要动，改成下午1:20pm,<br /><br />去到那里，才知道医生手术还没结束，要等到2点。。<br /><br />还好我有备而来，带了两本 小说打发时间。。<br /><br />结果，2点多，护士来说有一个孕妇临时进院生产，医生要3点才能来。。<br /><br /><br /><br />说真的，等待的滋味真的不好受。。<br /><br />直到今天要拆纱布，可是不知道会不会痛，结果心里一直忐忑不安<br /><br />看到周围的病人，都有老公或家人陪伴，只有我是自己一个人<br /><br />感觉更不好受 。。。<br /><br />sms告诉老公，我害怕。。<br /><br />老公马上回电安慰我。。可是，安慰的话语再多，也无法安抚那种忐忑<br /><br />毕竟在医院里面等待的人是我。。怎么样都只是我一个人。。<br /><br /><br /><br />3点钟终于看到医生匆匆忙忙走进门诊室开始门诊<br /><br />等了20分钟，终于到我了。。<br />一进门。医生很亲切的对我微笑，<br />第一个问题就是：“where is your husband?"<br />我告诉他，老公没办法来。。<br />医生说：“this time you come for check up,if u get pregnant next time,u better ask your husband come with you while u come back for check up.its important for him to know your situation cause he was the one who help and take care of you"<br />接下来，他也询问我婚礼的状况<br />哦。。医生不是八卦婚礼细节，而是问我在婚礼上有没有什么不舒服之类的。。<br />后来，他叫我躺下，他要拆纱布。。<br />哇。。。来了来了。。终于来了。。。<br />躺下后，我紧抓着身上的被。。医生看到了我的小动作，他叫我放松，不要紧张<br />撕开纱布的感觉。。有一点点疼。。不过还好。。<br />由于我有一个伤口是在肚脐，医生说每次洗澡过后要用棉花棒把里面的水分吸干，以避免感染<br />他说，他希望我老公在场，他要教我老公怎么操作这个环节，<br />因为拉车的方法，手势都必须注意和小心<br />没办法，医生只好反复交待一些必须注意的细节，让我回去‘教育‘老公<br /><br /><br />他说，这种情况，不是没有复发的可能<br />可是，他说如果这次我完成治疗了，他希望下次见到我是因为我怀孕了，而不是进来动手术的。。<br />感觉上，他是一位很细心的医生<br />除了我的身体状况，还会考虑到让身边的人去学习怎么帮助我和照顾我<br />而且，他没有给我开药，只交待我把上次的补充铁质的药吃完<br />不像有些医生，有事没事就开药，根本没有必要。。<br /><br />很庆幸，我遇到了很好的医生<br />也谢谢他，除了治疗，还那么关心我的心理状况<br />在我紧张的时候会安抚我<br /><br />Dr Yoga,谢谢你<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-2974746449236981256?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-59131161269498579392010-10-28T19:21:00.001+08:002010-10-28T19:23:45.628+08:00<p><object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/d9pWLP1WTqI/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/d9pWLP1WTqI?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/d9pWLP1WTqI?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></p><p>很感人的MV。。很感人的歌词。。</p><p>简单的旋律，简单的歌词，述说着幸福其实就是那么简单</p><p> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-5913116126949857939?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-46727831156849245142010-10-28T15:08:00.005+08:002010-10-28T19:29:38.004+08:00距离婚礼，就快一个星期了。。<br />上个星期的今天，我刚出院，一个人在家里，收拾准备着<br />虽然疲惫，但心情仍是十分期待的。。<br /><br />而今天，是我婚礼后的第五天<br />这个星期天还有一场在JB的婚宴<br />之后，婚礼就算结束了。。<br /><br />我，就是过气新娘了。。呵呵<br /><br />不过，婚礼结束，不代表故事结束<br />我知道，另外一段故事，才正要开始<br /><br />从此，我不再只是郭小姐<br />而是苏太太，是他的老婆，是未来孩子的妈妈。。<br />老婆，或许是个很平常的称呼，但对我来说，意义是没有办法形容的<br />那代表了一个身份，一个责任，何一个全新的未来。。<br />当他每次开口喊我‘老婆‘的时候，总觉得特别的窝心。。<br /><br />而现在，我也可以光明正大的喊他‘老公‘了<br />他说，他喜欢我喊他‘老公‘的声音<br />甜甜的，有一点爹爹的。。<br />最近我因为还在MC当中的关系，都待在家里<br />所以，他一开房间门就会看见我<br />他说，有老婆在家等他的感觉，很棒。。<br /><br />我想，是跟我一样的心理因素吧<br /><br />由于还在病假中，每天早上当他起床准备去工作时，我都还在睡觉<br />迷迷糊糊，感觉到他总爱在梳洗后<br />坐在床边轻轻的抚摸我的头，<br />在我额头，脸颊上亲一亲才出门上班<br />有时迷糊间，感觉到他的抚摸与疼爱<br />会转过来要他抱抱，再心满意足的继续沉睡<br /><br />每天中午，他总会抽空打电话回来<br />看我醒了没有，提醒我记得用餐，然后跟我聊两句才挂电话继续工作<br />放工回到家，第一句话就是问我：“有吃东西吗？”<br /><br />感觉上，他是很实际的人<br />他的关心，是我健康吗，又没有吃饱穿暖，睡得好不好之类的。。<br />以前，总觉得他不浪漫，嘴巴里吐出的永远只是关于生活上的话<br />从来不会风花雪月，甜言蜜语。。<br /><br />直到我生病，看到他满头大汗的赶回来抱我去医院<br />后来由于我进了医院，他不得不独自完成婚礼的筹备，<br />加上要忙工作和来回医院陪伴我。。<br />那种疲惫，我可以想象。。<br />可是，他始终没有一句怨言。。<br /><br />记得星期三的晚上，我因为进食导致伤口发疼，<br />忍不住给他打了电话，半夜三更，他还是特地赶到医院陪伴我<br />直到我入睡才离开。。<br /><br />前两天，我说了，他从来没有给过我什么浪漫的告白<br />不管是开始拍拖还是求婚，都是直接了当的<br />本来打算在结婚那天让他补一个浪漫告白给我，谁知道也被破坏了。。<br />他看出我不开心，就抱着我，<br />说：“对不起，宝贝，我不是那么浪漫的人，我真的忽略了那些。。我答应你，下辈子，我一定会跟你告白，跟你求婚，这辈子忽略的，我下辈子补偿给你，好吗？”<br /><br />他说得很诚恳，我知道，他是真心这么想的<br />听到他这么说，虽然不是那么浪漫，可是。。不知为什么，我还是哭了。。<br />就为了这个笨男人的一番不是那么浪漫的话，我感动得哭了。。<br /><br />我才明白。。这才是最真实的幸福<br />有人那么珍惜，那么宠爱，<br />甘愿为了我而疲惫，奔波<br />尽他一切的努力给我最好的照顾和我想要的东西。。<br /><br />原来，幸福不是甜言蜜语，不是海誓山盟<br />爱不是言语，不是空谈<br />而是要用最实际的行动让对方体会。。<br /><br />我一直以为，我属于浪漫的那个。。<br />我会记得他的生日，会精心策划，准备每个节日，每个纪念<br />会记得一些小细节，会给他惊喜，制造浪漫气氛。。<br />我以为，我爱得比他多，比他用心。。<br /><br />这只是我以为的。。<br />而最近我也终于知道了。。。<br />他总是用我不懂的方式在爱护我，<br />他付出的爱，并不比我少<br />甚至，可能是比我的多出好多好多倍。。<br /><br />或许，应该如王力宏歌里唱的。。<br />“没有一个理由 活得那么复杂 有了你什么都不差”<br /><br />我们已经预约了明天的幸福，就要携手共渡。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-4672783115684924514?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-77549361411574844902010-10-26T10:41:00.003+08:002010-10-26T11:24:59.247+08:0023/10/2010。。。一个对我来说很特别的日子。。<br />这天的到来，代表着我即将正式成为苏太太，当他的老婆，未来孩子的妈妈。。<br />由于之前几天都在医院度过，所以人也瘦了，精神脸色也不大好<br />但是，随着婚礼日期的到来，心里还是期待着。。<br />心情。。是紧张，兴奋和期待的。。<br /><br />22号早上，载了所有应该载的人，我们就下去johor了。。<br />可是，由于要顾虑我的身体，所以老公不敢开快车<br />以至我们的行程时间有点拖延了。。<br />本来打算先到家，然后老公才去senai接两位特地从penang来的美女<br />谁知，当收到red的sms时，我们还在半路<br />没办法，只好改变行程，全部人直接下去senai，然后才回我家<br /><br />我大概3点就到机场了。。等了40分钟左右，终于看到两位美女的身影了<br />上了车，就回家咯。。<br /><br />当老公把我们都安置好后，他就开车去洗车和绑花车<br />而我和3位姐妹，当然就在家忙着‘共商大计’<br />我们设计了很‘温和，简单’的游戏给他们。。<br /><br />晚上，我忙着染头发和被姐妹们按在床上覆面膜，弄指甲<br />没办法，前几天在医院根本没办法做，只好临时赶工了。。<br />吃了家里准备的自由餐，我们早早就睡觉了。。<br />为了，就是隔天储够精神‘应战’<br /><br />早上4点半，我就被妈妈叫醒，等到5点，我也把姐妹们‘威胁’醒了。。<br />为什么用‘威胁’？哈哈。。。<br />因为videoman已经到了，我告诉那些还在赖床的姐妹们说录影师会进来拍摄<br />她们每个就赶紧跳起来了。。哈哈。。<br /><br />5:15am, 我开始化妆；而姐妹们则忙着准备。。<br /><br />7am, 很准时地，我们接到了新郎已经在半路的消息了。。<br />哇~~我们还没盖头沙，还没准备好<br />只好叫新郎多转两个圈。。。多10分钟，我们就听到了长长的车笛声。。这代表着。。。<br />新郎到了~~<br /><br />就在这时，我终于感觉紧张了。。<br />心脏‘扑通。。。扑通’跳得好快。。<br /><br />不过，要娶老婆，当然要先过关咯。。<br />首先，就是《天肠地酒》，要他们不准用手，只能动口的去吃吊上面的香肠<br />还有用很长的水草去喝地上的啤酒<br /><br />之后，我们还有找钥匙，回答问题，找鞋子等项目。。<br />因为出了某些人的干涉，所以不是全部的游戏都能玩到。。<br />甚至，可以说是‘随便玩玩，草草结束’的那种<br />她们的态度，甚至让我觉得很生气，很尴尬。。<br /><br />虽然后来是顺利出嫁，但我很明显是不开心的那个。。<br />到了新郎家，又碰到嘴巴说不停的‘大妗姐’<br />那个白目，小孩子开了车门，竟然要我们在大太阳底下拍照？<br />而且本来拜一拜就可以结束，偏偏她要讲一大堆东西<br />硬硬把时间拉长。。。<br />讲来讲去还不是什么中马票，变有钱之类的废话？<br />无聊死了~~~<br />本来要和姐妹们去拍照，结果就是给她拖到后来下雨了，不用拍了。。<br />真是*^&amp;%%#%$^*(_(&amp;%#$<br /><br /><br /><br />其实，上了新娘车，我就不说话了。。<br />心里想，早知道这样，干脆躺医院让婚礼延期好了。。<br />毕竟这不是我要的婚礼。。。<br />我希望大家开开心心的。。我希望我姐妹是被善待的<br />可是，就因为某些人的干涉和不礼貌的对待，姐妹们受委屈了。。<br />我要声明，全部的游戏都是我的主义，都是我要玩的<br />而且也是跟新郎沟通过的，他们也明白我们不会玩什么过分的东西<br />干嘛那么心疼新郎被玩？<br />有什么不满可以直接跟我说，为什么去为难我的姐妹？<br />人家特地下来陪我出嫁，为什么要让我那么难看？<br />为什么让我的婚礼充满遗憾和不愉快？<br /><br />当我回想我的婚礼，我脑海中竟然浮现了不开心的情绪。。<br />对于姐妹们，我真的真的很抱歉。。<br />我真的很希望我的婚礼可以重来，把不愉快地全部替代掉。。<br />可是，我一生人一次的婚礼，就这样被某些人搞砸了。。<br /><br />这天。。可以说是以期待开始，用遗憾结束了。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-7754936141157484490?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-42685810274491596882010-09-29T00:02:00.002+08:002010-09-29T00:24:39.740+08:00最近忙开始新工作，是我喜欢的Event &amp; Marketing<br />所以。。朋友们，这个年尾开始，除了pikom Pc Fair以外，<br />你们将多了一个选择，就是我们的PC EXPO。。<br />所以，要多多捧场哦~~<br /><br />嗯。。在这之前，我还是要先专注在婚礼的事情先<br />老公说，我是最清闲的新娘。。<br />现在的心情也还好，没什么特别紧张<br />可是看到老公很努力在赶进度，真的觉得。。我好空闲哦<br />可是老公不让我动手，没办法~~老公，辛苦你咯~~<br /><br />别人当新娘，这个时间都在忙减肥，保养<br />而我？嗯。。。我忙着上班，下班，看韩剧，吃零食<br />没有保养，更没有减肥。。不是因为天生丽质，是因为~~<br />本小姐懒惰！！<br />哈哈。。虽然感觉上自己应该有要当新娘的自觉，嘴巴上三天两头就喊一喊说要减肥<br />不过。。呵呵~~我的减肥永远是从明天开始的<br />没办法，我对我喜欢的食物绝对没有任何抵抗力<br />雪糕零食巧克力蛋糕汽水~~哇哇..怎么抗拒嘛？<br />加上最近我爱上了mcd的摇摇薯条，呵呵。。一个人独占全部<br />有时候晚上还特地出去买来吃。。<br />所以~~~算了，人生苦短，吃死算了~~<br />为了那么一天要我去忍受这么久，怎么说都不划算啦。。<br />反正老公也很乐意养肥我，只要我甘愿吃，除了我生病，不然他都很乐意买我想吃的<br />因为他最怕就是我不吃东西。。<br />我喊减肥，他的反应都是“你？减哪里？你有地方减meh?’<br />突发奇想。。如果跟老公说到时聘金要照我的体重来秤kilo 算，1kilo要价RM100<br />那他会不会马上命令我减肥leh??<br />嘻嘻嘻~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-4268581027449159688?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-65435234943407017872010-08-25T00:31:00.001+08:002010-08-25T00:36:42.104+08:00<p><object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i2.ytimg.com/vi/uhh9MAvFL3M/hqdefault.jpg)" width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/uhh9MAvFL3M?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/uhh9MAvFL3M?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></p><p> </p><p>一首。。让我很有感触的歌。。</p><p>歌词唱出了我的心情和心里最痛的声音。。。</p><p>尤其副歌部分的歌词唱到~</p><p>“我突然的无助 没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚</p><p>只能呼吸着不被了解的痛苦 一个人静静祈祷一切会结束</p><p>我矛盾着无助 很需要你能给我一点点保护</p><p>像对你说的话却总说不出 我变成了植物</p><p>。。。 。。。</p><p>我在哭 只是没有人 在乎。。。”</p><p> </p><p> </p><p> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-6543523494340701787?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-88332706187675994602010-05-20T11:07:00.002+08:002010-05-20T11:13:15.920+08:00前两天有人跟我说:婚礼是两家人的婚礼<br />原来，着不是我们的婚礼，是两家人的婚礼<br />那，我是婚礼上的什么？木偶？<br /><br />我想说明我们结婚是关系到两家人的事情，这不代表我必须以他们为主<br />毕竟结婚的是我们，婚礼是我们的婚礼，甚至出钱的老板也是我们<br />我们不是很有钱，筹备婚礼花的一切都是我们省下来的<br />因为我们觉得我们结婚，不应该跟家里要钱，<br />因为是我们的事情加上双方家里都没有那种背景可以给我们伸手要钱<br />现在我连想要的衣服都不买，想逛的街都不逛娱乐也尽量在家里，<br />甚至妈妈也知道我结婚要用钱，叫我不用给她家用<br />我身为她女儿，给她家用是应该的，<br />我牺牲自己的娱乐，牺牲身为女儿应该做的责任<br />为的就是尽量不要花钱，为的就是不要老公出钱出到太辛苦，<br />为的就是和他拥有一场我们的婚礼<br />我辛苦赚来，存下来的钱，他们凭什么用？<br />全部过程中出钱出力出时间的是我们，<br />我们在两地请，johor部分我父母知道我真的不得空，<br />工作忙到我要晕<br />就特地下去JB帮我问，帮我给订金，<br />帮我解决亲戚朋友哪里所有的事情，<br />我只要给他们我打算请的同学名单就可以了<br />请帖上，当然可以放父母的名字<br /><br />可是KL这里，他们只有一张口，<br />什么都是我们自己做钱也我们自己出，<br />他们什么贡献都没有所以，<br />这里的请帖我不会放什么谁谁谁的父母诚邀之类的<br />我会以西方请帖的模式去做，就是以新人的名义<br />而且，结婚是我们结婚，放自己的名字去邀请别人，不是更有诚意吗？<br />不是3岁小孩了，干嘛还要父母带领？<br />更何况是那些没有贡献的人<br /><br />请大矜姐半天要大概RM300，我请她来两个小时也是这个价钱<br />，那不是比那些念到博士出来高材生的工钱还要贵？<br /><br />在公司，我的人缘可以说是很好的，我也懂要偶尔挂面具做人<br />可是，会很累<br />回家，我不想这么累<br />家，应该是让我休息，放松，完全松懈的地方<br />如果回家还那么压力，跟公司一样<br />那不是我要的家，我没有松懈的管道<br />结果，我只会枯萎<br />所以，在家，我选择待在房间里，<br />我不会待在客厅看我不想看的电视，见我不想见的人<br />选老公跟选工作不一样，<br />我会事先知道，<br />了解了一份工作后在决定要不要去应征<br />可是，我确实跟他交往后才知道他家人是这样的<br />当初我选择的是他，不是他家人那，<br />应付他们，还是我的责任吗？<br />我哪里来那么多莫名其妙的责任呢？<br />当我不想去应对的时候，所有人的矛头就指着我<br />连我父母都这么说，说我不应该这样说我应该去讨好她，说我应该跟她有良好互动<br />我尝试了，<br />中秋节特地为了她的健康状况选购的月饼（还是最贵的），她当着我的面嫌弃，一句“这个不好吃”，什么热情都灭了<br />我出差时吃到当地有好吃的米粉，特地买回来，还怕米粉压碎，特地手拿上飞机，带上带下<br />结果？她一句“这个这里都有卖”，把我的心意全部粉碎<br />当着我的面，当着全部人的面<br />她也完全没有给过面子<br /><br />谁说我没有尝试<br />我尝试了，结果？碰满鼻子灰。。<br />那，我放弃尝试，要说自暴自弃，还是知难而退都好我放弃了，<br />为什么那就是我的错？<br />我只是不想拿热脸去贴人家的冷屁股<br />反正我赚我花，我不吃她一口米，不喝她一口水，不用她一分钱<br />不靠她生不靠她养我欠她什么？我在家里都不必要这样看人家脸色，<br />都不需要这样去配合人家为什么来到她面前就需要？<br />她是我的谁？对我有什么恩惠？<br /><br />那么多的莫名其妙，那么多的不可理喻那些奇奇怪怪的规矩礼节，<br />为什么到了现实今日还是不能被理解？为什么反抗就是不对？<br />为什么不想遵守就那么多的批评指责我？<br />如果传统是不能反抗的，是不能推翻的，是不能革新的<br />那今天的女人全部就不用上班上学了，<br />那今天我们继续茹毛饮血好了<br />对的时候不会是我对，错的时候就全怪我这是什么道理？这是什么理论？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8833270618767599460?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-36352384871601099582010-05-01T11:30:00.002+08:002010-05-01T12:15:20.943+08:00最近，托工作的福，去了不少地方，甚至一些我从来没有去过的地方<br />例如关丹和斗湖，廷新鲜的<br />来来去去，不论是乘车还是搭飞机，过程都是疲倦的，<br />因为时间，就用在这里了<br />私人时间少了，相处的时间也少了<br />尤其有时回到家都已经半夜2，3点了<br />看到老公睡着的了，心里总会感叹‘今天又不能聊天了’<br /><br />聊天，好像是很简单的事情<br />但是，有时候因为某些因素而没办法实现，心里还是遗憾<br />尤其，这是我们约定好的<br />每天，都要跟对方聊天，不管多累多忙<br />睡觉之前，这是一定要做的事情<br />因为，在我的认知里面，沟通是维持感情的良菌<br />而沟通，必须是面对面的，必须是坦然诚实的<br />只有把心里的话说出来，对方才能明白你的想法<br /><br />很多时候，我们总是把话收在心里<br />认为‘就算我不说，你也会懂’<br />或者是‘哎呀，有什么好说的？不好意思啦。。’<br />以前的我，也是这样<br />后来，我发现感情出现问题，重点在于，沟通不良<br />他以为他做的我都懂，我以为我想得他都能理解<br />就因为‘以为’，就因为‘自以为是’的了解<br />结果，一段感情，就这样牺牲掉了<br /><br />现在，如果他说‘我不说，你就不明白吗？’<br />我会说‘你不说，我怎么明白？’<br />我们都不是对方肚子里的虫，更加不是全能的神<br />怎么可能可以不通过任何方式去表达就能明白对方的想法?<br />就算每天晚上都睡在旁边，也不代表我们就知道对方在想什么<br /><br />我喜欢沟通，我喜欢互相了解的感觉<br />虽然，有时坦白的过程中难免会出现争执或意见不同的时候<br />但是，冷静下来思考过后，会发现，我们之间的了解又加深了一步<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-3635238487160109958?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-83168750764074092632010-03-11T20:30:00.005+08:002010-03-11T22:01:30.013+08:00这几天闹得沸沸扬扬的新加坡名导演丑闻，真的让人看了不禁摇头叹气<br />感叹他们的幼稚，也惋惜他们如此的不自爱<br />在新加坡娱乐圈家喻户晓的名导演，曾经拥有让许多人羡慕的模范夫妻生活<br />原来，看似美满的一切，只是一场骗局<br />原来，女人的付出，等待，始终抵不过男人的‘糊里糊涂’<br />换来的，是男人一次又一次的出轨和不忠<br />这叫女人情何以堪？<br /><br />根据报道，梁导不是初犯<br />原来出了丑闻女主角，他还意图染指其他女人<br />不管是已经出轨还是意图出轨<br />不管有没有成功，他都是罪无可恕的<br />不管他怎么声泪俱下，都掩饰不了他背弃婚姻承诺的事实<br />整件事情中，他唯一值得赞赏的，就是他不会学某个贱男人说‘我只是犯下了全天下男人都会犯的错’这种鸟话<br />他告诉大家的是‘我错了’，愿意承担所有的责任<br />人说‘知错能改，善莫大焉’<br />话虽如此，但这次，不行<br /><br />他的罪行，不只是偷吃那么简单，严重的，是他不能遵守自己的承诺<br />甚至还找在挽回自己的形象<br />梁导说，交往过程中，他充满犯罪感，也提过想结束关系<br />老天，如果真的那么忠贞，就不会搞出这种事情出来<br />真的觉得这样是错的，为什么还会做？<br />有谁知道答案明明是错误的还把它些在答案纸上的吗？<br />会这样做的人，也不值得同情了<br />反正，不是自信到以为可以瞒天过海，让事情永不揭露<br />就是头脑有问题，才去做知道是错误的事情<br /><br />何况，如果真的觉得对不起太太而想断绝关系，<br />就该断得干干净净，何必拖拖拉拉？藕断丝连？<br />何必给女人太多幻想和美好？<br />根本就是自己想继续左右逢源，事情揭发后才找一堆借口辩护<br />还拉老婆出来说话，几乎是让老婆来收拾自己的烂摊子<br />真的，如果成大哥是第一，那梁导也可以排第二<br /><br />说了男生，女生呢？<br />嗯。。老实说，对于那种不自爱的女生，我实在没有一点同情<br />不管是现在梁导的女模，还是以前那个陈公子的‘很傻很天真’女生<br />虽然同样是女生，却完全不同请他们<br />人啊，如果你先不爱惜自己，要怎么让别人去爱惜你？<br />那个模特儿年级跟我差不多，摆脱，不是我聪明，只是，她怎么笨到那种程度啊？<br />搞上有妇之夫，最后还赔上自己的名声，打算来个同归于尽<br />验证广东人说的‘面子是人家给的，架使自己丢的’<br /><br />如果她的出发点是为了争取知名度，那她也够笨，这种知名度，可以要吗？<br />要知道，这里怎么说都是东方社会，不是西方国家。<br />在外国，丑闻女主角还可以出名，在本地？等死好了。。<br /><br />再如果他的动机是因为男方不爱她了而要同归于尽，那，她真的笨到没有话说<br />男人不要你，何必死缠烂打，拉低自己的身段尊严？既然他无情，那更应该珍惜自己<br />打开门，对他说‘不送不送’，连再见都不用说，不必虚伪，不必请求<br />不必为了一个没有价值的感情断送自己的名声和前途<br />又何必为了一个烂人而让自己无法抬头于人前？<br />所以说，真的是笨。。而且是笨死<br /><br />整个故事，完全是一个无情的男人和一个无脑女人演出来的闹剧<br />小孩不笨，故事里的男人和女人却笨得乱七八糟<br />任何一方的行为学上一成都足以拉低自己的智慧<br />所以，如此闹剧，看看就好，无需认真，更不可模仿<br /><br />善栽！善栽！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8316875076407409263?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-14927686373576736092010-03-10T11:10:00.002+08:002010-03-10T11:24:56.147+08:00上一篇文章是在去年6月写的。。我的妈啊。。<br /><br /><br />恩。。没办法啊，去年都在教书<br />那些小瓜把我的力气都榨干了，实在没有办法动脑了<br />老天。。<br />还有啊，努力适应在未来老公家的生活，也让我没有力气去写去想。。<br /><br />算了，说再多也只是借口。。<br />追根究底，就是我懒惰。。<br /><br />什么时候才可以把懒散的习惯改过来呢？<br />尤其过了两个月悠闲的日子，下星期要开始工作了，绝对不能懒散。。<br />要加油！！<br /><br />话说回来，这两个月，我真的是懒到一个极点。。<br />每天睡觉睡到自然醒，睁开眼睛就上网，然后吃饭，然后看戏，最后，睡觉<br />真是浪费空气，一点贡献也没有。。<br />err...可以这么说吗？我这两个月可是都在家里做家务耶。。<br />洗衣，扫地，抹地。。偶尔煮饭（等未来家婆不在的时候）<br /><br />不过，这种日子实在不能长此下去，会变黄脸婆的<br />虽然未来老公说我可以在家，他可以养我<br />不过，算了吧，男人要是靠得住，那母猪都会上树了<br />我没有什么以来人的习惯，还是靠自己吧<br />自己赚钱自己花，怎么样都心安理得一点<br />而且将来如果什么人说我乱花钱，至少我可以大声说“我花的都是自己赚的，你以为我都花你儿子的啊？”<br /><br />所以，这两个星期都努力interview,前后去了10多家<br />为什么那么多？因为人挑我，我也要挑人啊<br />多点选择也是好的。。<br />终于，给我找到了我觉得我会喜欢的工作---event and marketing<br />呵呵~~~<br />要知道，我的艺术家脾气可不小，如果工作不是我喜欢的<br />下场就是每天不想起床，不想上班。。<br />人生苦短，何苦为难自己？<br /><br />下个星期开始上班了，要开始加油了~~~<br /><br />加油！！加油！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-1492768637357673609?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-70400772892738667422009-06-26T15:27:00.003+08:002009-06-26T15:48:56.473+08:00wow...how long i didnt update my blog dy? erm...well,since my last blog was talk bout my birthday,then..should be quite long ago...wakaka...and y i'm here?erm...suddenly feel got mood to blog something...<br /><br />quite alot of thing happen during tis ...err..3 month maybe...<br /><br />1st,i finish my diploma,and currently work in a tuition centre as tutor...well,working is not my 1st choice actually..i always wan to continue my degree..but,$$$ is much more important than everything expecially when u need it to support ur dream...so,i 'temporary' quit study n working n try to earn some and get back to Uni ASAP...<br /><br />i really hope everything can go smooth...pray hard for it...<br /><br />another story bout my job..just feel that those kids was SO~~~~~HORRIBLE...i sure i'm not that naughty when i'm in tat age..i swear!!! suddenly feel hesitate bout having my own child...how can i handle them?think i will lose my patient when they start noisy and not listen to u and totally ignored ur word...feel so ^%$%@$&amp;*^(*&amp;)**....and really KNS...but my company was ok,everyone was kind and friendly..<br /><br />let me think...wat else...err....<br /><br />oh ya,me n my boy just having dinner to 'celebrate' our 6 month anniversary on 24/6...sound lame,but...nvm...something doesnt look fresh everyday,but we have to find something and do something to keep the feeling fresh....<br /><br />i do have a feeling that i'm not only with him for 6 month..but,on the fact,it do! its just 6 month...err...feel like longer...and together,we pass through alot,and i can say this might be the most difficult relationship among all those relationship that i have..y? erm...tat's lot of reason to make tis statement actually...our age and mind gaps,his family,my attitude,our pass,our point of view,and everything around us that could make a bomb or an issue between us...<br /><br />sometime,i do lose confidence ...not to him,but myself..we have so much different,and so much principle that we cannot give in,can we handle tis relationship well?<br /><br />i know,he is a good guy,mature,caring,gentle...but..he is 29yrs old, and maybe i'm not that age and mature to understand his mind and he forgot how to understand the sound from 22yrs old..i do hope i can have some color and energy in life...some passion and little bit wild maybe..but for him,he just wan everything last longing,just like plain water,good for health,no any additional flavour...well,i know plain water is good for health,but,i do really think that life need something that 'out of the box' and sometime lost control to make it become interesting and attractive...<br /><br />he is a good guy,but...he might not be a good lover...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-7040077289273866742?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-61624992867936839242009-03-05T18:33:00.002+08:002009-03-05T19:16:28.251+08:00erm....long time didnt touch my blog jor..<br />well,i know i did post something here..but..its not enuf lah...<br />ya,tat is wat my frenz told me..'not enuf' n he said i should write something about myself in blog,but not to post article...<br />helo! Mr W, i know u very free to 38 lah,but i think blog should be something 'up to me' one mah...walao...i can write anything i wan to write here...n i also can share some nice article that i think its nice..n tis is my blog lah...dun so many 'ki kak' ...wakakaka....sei mei?<br /><br />erm...last wednesday, 25/2 ..i celebrate my 22nd birthday...yayaya..i know,i getting old..but...SO WAT??lolz...erm..tat day 12pm, i take bus to come back KL..i plan to back on friday,since i only have celebration with frenz on saturday..but,my dearest L ask me to back more early,coz tis is my 1st birthday celebration after we together..well,actually his birthday was more early than me,28/1,but hoh..tat time is CNY lah..so,cant celebrate loh..poor guy..wakaka..<br /><br />k,back to topic..i reach KL around 5pm..then,he ask me to wait at pudu raya side,coz he say more convenience mah..then i'm damn hungry..so,i go over KFC side to buy something to eat..then,he have to turn back to pick me up..when i open his car door,i saw a rose in front of me,n tat time i think 'ei...tis felo will buy roses ah? but...y got 1 only?' haiz...hokkien always say 'no fish,prawn also can'..cant calculate too much bah..since i know he is not those kind of romantic guy..<br /><br />then he drive me back for bath n change cloth,n he also wan to back his home for bath..he ask me to dress up myself..well,since its my birthday,so,i have no objection then i choose a dress for tat night..well,he so surprice when see me wearing dress..eh hum...i know,i'm not that often to wear skirt or dress..but i still girl lah,ok? dun so surprice..n,u r not GAY lah..walao...<br /><br />erm..about 7pm ++,after everything done,he come n fetch me again,with another roses..ok,i got 2 roses dy..he drive me to somewhere in KL town..another surprice for me..erm..so far frm wat i know lah,tis felo will NEVER drive to KL town during trafic jam hour..well,i was so wonder where he goin to bring me..but i didnt ask,coz i know he won tell me,since he wan to keep secret,then just let him be lah...<br /><br />his car park in a hotel carpark,and we take lift to 34th floor..once the door open,i saw 'LUNA BAR' in front of me...WOW!!! he remember eh...i did mention tat i curious bout luna car n wonder how it's look like b4..i swear i only mention 1 time..but he remember n finally he bring me there during my birthday..<br /><br />talk bout LUNA..erm..its AWESOME..wow...KL tower just beside us..n KL nightview...wow...food,wine,music,nice view,n my lover beside me...hehe..but,everything have its price..i know my dear spending on tat meal..just for my romantic birthday...erm...thx dear!<br /><br />and when we leave LUNA n get into his car..he take out another roses for me..wow...3rd roses...<br /><br />next,he bring me to somewhere i always wan him to go,but he EVERYTIME reject my request one...guess was is it? well,its PASAR MALAM tmn cannought...SURPRICE,rite? yaya...tats TOO~ big different between LUNA n pasar malam...but,so happy he can accompany me to go..u know wat,he HATE those place the most..y? coz his size is not that 'mini'..hard to move in those place with too many ppl... we buy lot of thing that i love to eat...hehe..n then,my favourite-Choya..ya,the plum wine frm japan...kekeke...<br /><br />same like b4,i get another roses when get into his car to go back home...4th...<br /><br />reach his house...i saw the 5th roses on his bed...well,it really surprice me..erm..not only he buy me roses..but is the way he design..erm..maybe its not the smartest way,but i sure he wan roses to appear in the whole night of my birthday..the different roses appears in different time..just like his love was just surround me in everytime...<br /><br />i love tis birthday..love everything he did..maybe its just simple thing, but i really feel so happy bout it...erm...how should i call him?i always call him 'uncle', or address him ask 'L'..but..should i call him 'dear'? erm...too command...nvm..i will give him another name when i have it in mind..<br /><br />hey,L,thx for everything u did, u give me a memorable n happy birthday..thx for ur love,thx for ur care,thx for ur gentle...everything everything...thx u...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-6162499286793683924?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-82477270631168523552009-02-18T18:14:00.000+08:002009-02-18T18:15:46.183+08:00好男人未必好情人　　文藍色冰淚 轉載請註明藍色冰淚<br /><br />小傑算是個百分百男人了，就算不到百分百，至少也有九十五。 有個深愛多年的女人─小梅。人家說年過三十就該娶妻生子、成家立業。 而小傑早過了而立之年又七歲啦！ 可是小梅偏偏就不點頭，答應這個愛她、呵護她的男人許諾一生一世。 荷倩總說小梅是生在福中不知福、專門面生來折騰人的，尤其是對小傑。 小梅進入法式餐廳，一眼就看到那個坐在指定位置上，不知等了多久的男人。 總是這樣，他總會在約定的時間前十幾分鐘到達，小梅曾經偷偷的提前到約會的地點。 然後躲在暗處等待小傑的出現，他永遠是那麼的"守時"，害她有一次一不小心塞車慢了一二十分鐘才到達約會地點， 就感到深深的抱歉與愧疚。而那個好男人─小傑還是照樣體貼入微的，拉開椅子輕聲的問：塞車？台北的交通真是的！累了吧！ 後來小梅只好再提前十五分鐘出發。 十五分鐘能做多少事：煮一杯咖啡；看四分之一的小品書籍；聽三首歌；細嚼慢曣的吃一個便當，還是........... 以前初認識時，小梅總會讓小傑接送到約會地點，只是他每次都會提前半小時在她家公寓樓下或客廳等候。 總之，體貼入微的讓人無法呼吸。他在一旁等時，小梅總是沒辦法幽雅、又慢條斯理打理自己，最扯的是自從有了親睨行為以後， 他常常會在房門口盯著她等她打理好，他說他最愛看著她的一舉一動。 剛開始小梅會因為這些貼心的舉動而感動不已，可是後來慢慢的深感壓力。 她沒有辦法好好的化個口紅、沒有辦法慢慢的換選喜愛的衣服、不能給他驚豔和讓自己驚喜，兩人之間的交往平淡的像白開水。 止渴，但沒滋味。 小傑人很好，雖然長得不是很帥，卻也斯文有禮。對小梅的朋友或親戚，甚至是舊情人都很"彬彬有禮\"。 交往三年了，連做愛的模式和動作還有問話都一模一樣，總是呵護備至的前戲，完事後還會體貼入微的關心。 只是小梅開始對這些感到厭煩，尤其是在小傑的前女友、和前前女友，還有她的好朋友曉玟的介入之後，更是如此。 小傑的前前女友是個潑辣強勢的女人，從大學時期就和小傑出雙入對，後來是因為劈腿有了別人的小孩休學奉子成婚。 而她結婚時，小傑還體貼到包了一大包紅包外加當男儐相，只因為那個劈腿的男人正好也是小傑的同學。 而這一切根據前前女友對小梅的說法是：小傑很愛她，所以不忍心讓她為難或感到抱歉。 包括前前女友婚後對丈夫的不貼心，對公婆的不滿，以及對家庭的無力感，都在小傑一次又一次的安慰下化解。 甚至有次小傑在小梅家過夜，凌晨三點還接到前前女友打來哭訴丈夫喝酒不歸的難過，而身旁的那個他─小傑， 竟然就當著小梅的面聽她講到天空微亮才掛電話說她想去睡了。 對於前女友不開心時，小傑也是貼心的哄著，從不會拒接來電或惡言相向。 而前女友分手的原因則是因為前前女友有一次喝醉酒，心情不佳抱著小傑猛哭， 然後醋勁大發的甩了前前女友一巴掌將她拉離小傑身上，小傑看初戀女友跌倒趕緊扶她起來，還擁著護送她回家。 前女友氣得火冒三丈的對小傑說：有她就沒有我，叫輛計程車送她回家就好， 不然打電話叫她老公來接，你要是敢送她回去，那我們就分手吧！ 小傑只是用很淡、很輕、很彬彬有禮的口氣說：她丈夫手機不通、讓她自己坐車回去太危險了。 就轉身送前前女友回家。 至於最愛到小梅家串門子的曉紋，也是因為小傑人太好，所以常常巴著小傑請客、看電影， 甚至小梅到國外出差時還天天約小傑膩在一起兩個多禮拜。 沒錢時還跟小傑借了一二十萬，去還她刷卡買名牌的循環債務。 根據小傑的說法是：她是妳好朋友，自然也是我的朋友，幫她些小忙不打緊。 說這話時還是那麼的彬彬有禮、頭頭是道，感覺上要是小梅為了這等小事吃醋，只是顯得她氣度不夠、潑辣無理。 荷倩則更是不用說了。因為和小傑是同事，幾乎天天把小傑當免費的司機。而小傑的說法和對待曉紋的說法一樣， 載她上下班只是因為她是小梅的好朋友，反正順路。 常常順路載她去吃同一家想吃的飯館；順路載她去她也想看的電影；順路載她去順路的百貨公司。 小傑之所以會對女人那麼好、那樣體貼，不是沒有道理的。最主要是因為小傑是單親家庭，而小傑的媽媽是個受到家暴的婦女， 從小就不斷的灌輸小傑：女人是用來疼的，不是用來打的；女人說的話八成不會有錯，千錯萬錯問題一定出在男人身上。 其實小傑最疼最寵的女人不是小梅，是他媽媽。每天一定照三餐叮嚀母親吃飯，外食一定提前外帶回去給媽媽吃； 連買任何給小梅的禮物都一定會有媽媽的一份； 最誇張的是據小梅所知，他連晚上睡覺起床尿尿經過母親房間都還會進去看他媽媽被子有沒有蓋好， 就連他和小梅的交往也是他那個看起來很樸實健康實則精明厲害的母親指示的。這麼孝順的男人，真是好到不行的好。 真是個好男人，對所有人都很好，如果是朋友的話一定是最上等的異性知己，只是不適合當情人。 所有親戚都催著她答應小傑的求婚(他連求婚都平淡到只買了個戒子，沒有下跪、沒有浪漫的求婚宣言，只說了句我們該結婚了。)， 尤其是小梅的媽媽更是再三叮囑小梅，錯過了這個男人妳再也找不到這麼好的了。 只是小梅真的沒辦法接受，接受這個備受眾人誇讚卻讓她的愛情沒了空氣的好男人。 沒辦法接受這個會在小梅出差奪命連環call也沒有，卻偷偷跟蹤她的好男人。 沒辦法接受這個完全以她的喜好為喜好，連吃個飯都一定要她決定要去那裡吃的好男人。 最最沒辦法接受的是，沒辦法接受這個對所有雌性動物都呵護倍至的好男人。 所以答應小傑的求婚喔？再說吧！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8247727063116852355?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-14343843316303293942008-12-08T12:29:00.006+08:002008-12-08T13:58:17.852+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyy0mJDEOI/AAAAAAAAANc/DYlzaJMwqTI/s1600-h/P1010325.JPG"></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytVqF5vJI/AAAAAAAAANE/VwoCkGDMA7U/s1600-h/P1010367.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277283450959281298" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytVqF5vJI/AAAAAAAAANE/VwoCkGDMA7U/s320/P1010367.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div><div>The Hotel tat i stay in penang~GoodHope Inn..<br /></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytVT-L1LI/AAAAAAAAAM8/9u5e0JXWYxs/s1600-h/P1010366.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277283445021332658" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytVT-L1LI/AAAAAAAAAM8/9u5e0JXWYxs/s320/P1010366.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Room A106<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytVJ7hCcI/AAAAAAAAAM0/irC_rAp6heg/s1600-h/P1010363.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277283442325785026" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytVJ7hCcI/AAAAAAAAAM0/irC_rAp6heg/s320/P1010363.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div>Last dinner -Char Kueh Teow<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytUtaWBsI/AAAAAAAAAMs/XgjOJJbxZIo/s1600-h/P1010361.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277283434670458562" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytUtaWBsI/AAAAAAAAAMs/XgjOJJbxZIo/s320/P1010361.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div><div>Two Lazy Pig~~ >< <br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytUaU9e1I/AAAAAAAAAMk/37OBCR9qMBo/s1600-h/P1010360.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277283429547604818" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STytUaU9e1I/AAAAAAAAAMk/37OBCR9qMBo/s320/P1010360.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div>lazy xz and sleeping nelson...<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqaLViD_I/AAAAAAAAAMc/tBTAbDYGLZI/s1600-h/P1010358.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277280230067802098" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqaLViD_I/AAAAAAAAAMc/tBTAbDYGLZI/s320/P1010358.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />sunset (take frm ferri)<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqZeYCGXI/AAAAAAAAAMU/T26o4jap_6c/s1600-h/P1010355.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277280217998694770" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqZeYCGXI/AAAAAAAAAMU/T26o4jap_6c/s320/P1010355.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Kek Lok Si<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqZIks9KI/AAAAAAAAAMM/worolpxVyII/s1600-h/P1010352.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277280212146255010" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqZIks9KI/AAAAAAAAAMM/worolpxVyII/s320/P1010352.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqYwMQnLI/AAAAAAAAAME/JiZjZgzh2xE/s1600-h/P1010351.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277280205601283250" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqYwMQnLI/AAAAAAAAAME/JiZjZgzh2xE/s320/P1010351.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqYRXDF3I/AAAAAAAAAL8/y0tSDt3p8lw/s1600-h/P1010350.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277280197325035378" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyqYRXDF3I/AAAAAAAAAL8/y0tSDt3p8lw/s320/P1010350.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynQnz1zXI/AAAAAAAAAL0/rsji0DIhY3s/s1600-h/P1010349.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277276767377542514" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynQnz1zXI/AAAAAAAAAL0/rsji0DIhY3s/s320/P1010349.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynQYC7LYI/AAAAAAAAALs/jE8uX44Qguo/s1600-h/P1010347.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277276763145842050" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynQYC7LYI/AAAAAAAAALs/jE8uX44Qguo/s320/P1010347.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynP69FERI/AAAAAAAAALk/3A1D1trgDmU/s1600-h/P1010345.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277276755336696082" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynP69FERI/AAAAAAAAALk/3A1D1trgDmU/s320/P1010345.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynPqcF7AI/AAAAAAAAALc/3srn0rgeqFI/s1600-h/P1010341.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277276750903372802" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynPqcF7AI/AAAAAAAAALc/3srn0rgeqFI/s320/P1010341.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynPEAlZkI/AAAAAAAAALU/OkFvNY-aXsY/s1600-h/P1010340.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277276740587447874" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STynPEAlZkI/AAAAAAAAALU/OkFvNY-aXsY/s320/P1010340.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STylECMMmcI/AAAAAAAAALM/rYhYCjIqm3M/s1600-h/P1010327.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277274352097466818" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STylECMMmcI/AAAAAAAAALM/rYhYCjIqm3M/s320/P1010327.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STylDrS3LxI/AAAAAAAAALE/9p8KgScWCNA/s1600-h/P1010326.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277274345951407890" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STylDrS3LxI/AAAAAAAAALE/9p8KgScWCNA/s320/P1010326.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-1434384331630329394?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-64167511444374181402008-12-08T11:37:00.009+08:002008-12-08T13:55:53.477+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STy2S27J4hI/AAAAAAAAAN0/Fwfd0nM3aCQ/s1600-h/P1010317.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277293298468905490" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STy2S27J4hI/AAAAAAAAAN0/Fwfd0nM3aCQ/s320/P1010317.JPG" border="0" /></a> (3rd day)<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STy2SP2Tj5I/AAAAAAAAANs/JG4aZ6JOgrw/s1600-h/P1010320.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277293287979585426" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STy2SP2Tj5I/AAAAAAAAANs/JG4aZ6JOgrw/s320/P1010320.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STy2Rl_zAiI/AAAAAAAAANk/oX-bWw_-Ulk/s1600-h/P1010325.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277293276745105954" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STy2Rl_zAiI/AAAAAAAAANk/oX-bWw_-Ulk/s320/P1010325.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyfyXjvoRI/AAAAAAAAAKk/z4UlPK2Qn9E/s1600-h/P10102781.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277268551037591826" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyfyXjvoRI/AAAAAAAAAKk/z4UlPK2Qn9E/s320/P10102781.JPG" border="0" /></a> 2nd day in penang...<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyfyVZeALI/AAAAAAAAAKc/lwIDv7Z9_pU/s1600-h/P1010276.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277268550457622706" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyfyVZeALI/AAAAAAAAAKc/lwIDv7Z9_pU/s320/P1010276.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div> <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd7S47ArI/AAAAAAAAAKU/9cQh23EIJ1c/s1600-h/P1010301.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277266505379807922" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd7S47ArI/AAAAAAAAAKU/9cQh23EIJ1c/s320/P1010301.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd68DkhVI/AAAAAAAAAKM/FwcxwB7WP3E/s1600-h/P1010302.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277266499250455890" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd68DkhVI/AAAAAAAAAKM/FwcxwB7WP3E/s320/P1010302.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Daph n Rain<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd6RIC_mI/AAAAAAAAAKE/VJVhwpoecc8/s1600-h/P1010303.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277266487726505570" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd6RIC_mI/AAAAAAAAAKE/VJVhwpoecc8/s320/P1010303.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd5lyb5FI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/Ceu24VRiR7k/s1600-h/P1010308.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277266476093138002" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd5lyb5FI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/Ceu24VRiR7k/s320/P1010308.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><div>What the ...>< <div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd5BjiIiI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/aDbI0Ihvycw/s1600-h/P1010304.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277266466366956066" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyd5BjiIiI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/aDbI0Ihvycw/s320/P1010304.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybJBwrLGI/AAAAAAAAAJs/DzlNp0SsAbA/s1600-h/P1010268.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277263442765098082" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybJBwrLGI/AAAAAAAAAJs/DzlNp0SsAbA/s320/P1010268.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>New Gurney Drive (1st day)<br /></div><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybI6vOneI/AAAAAAAAAJk/MK6OYEniI20/s1600-h/P1010270.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277263440879984098" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybI6vOneI/AAAAAAAAAJk/MK6OYEniI20/s320/P1010270.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>penang Rojak<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybIjX2uLI/AAAAAAAAAJc/Sovg2wkELFc/s1600-h/P1010262.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277263434607933618" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybIjX2uLI/AAAAAAAAAJc/Sovg2wkELFc/s320/P1010262.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div>my 1st meal in penang..think is some kueh teow soup<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybIKnUrkI/AAAAAAAAAJU/RgSjWZw2VZw/s1600-h/P1010261.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277263427961925186" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybIKnUrkI/AAAAAAAAAJU/RgSjWZw2VZw/s320/P1010261.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Claypot chicken rice (without claypot) lolz...<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybHg09VzI/AAAAAAAAAJM/UN1T7snOfDc/s1600-h/P1010260.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277263416744826674" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STybHg09VzI/AAAAAAAAAJM/UN1T7snOfDc/s320/P1010260.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />some BBQ stuff n my favourite Fried Oyster..yum yum~~<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyY30Hs0xI/AAAAAAAAAJE/BJhO1Uqn4vQ/s1600-h/P1010259.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277260948022547218" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyY30Hs0xI/AAAAAAAAAJE/BJhO1Uqn4vQ/s320/P1010259.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />The place i visit the most in penang~~Gurney Plaza<br /></div><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyYRcq5C-I/AAAAAAAAAI8/FytQM59xJzM/s1600-h/P1010258.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277260288892668898" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyYRcq5C-I/AAAAAAAAAI8/FytQM59xJzM/s320/P1010258.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>New Gurney Drive..on my way walk to gurney plaza<br /></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyXWcTD9ZI/AAAAAAAAAI0/YbdJJs2UFOg/s1600-h/P1010251.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277259275180438930" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 323px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/STyXWcTD9ZI/AAAAAAAAAI0/YbdJJs2UFOg/s320/P1010251.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>tis pic tell us tat....'I WAS IN PENANG'..lolz</div><br /><br /><br 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think 2 day b4 our trip..if i make reservation more earlier..i think i have to pay more..phew~~~<br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#996633;"><span style="color:#339999;">9/10 (thursday)</span><br /></span></strong>taking 930am bus to go penang..arrived sg nibong around 3pm..then,we go gurney..coz me n my frenz decided to stay there,according to our frenz recommand..the hotel i stay is 'GoodHope Inn'.. well,i think this hotel was not bad..clean n confortable...n its just beside de sea...lolz..i think tis is so bullshit..since its at gurney,sure beside sea lah..see,how bullshit i am...but,penang welcome us with a super heavy big big rain..so,we juz can stay in room until the rain stop..but its still kidn to us,coz the rain is stop when we on the way walk to gurney plaza,n rain again once we step in the building..lucky,rite?<br /><br />after some rest,then me n my frenz walking to our 1st place in penang -gurney plaza.. well,i think tis is the place i visit most in penang except my hotel room...i totally go there for 4 time when i'm in penang..not bcoz its interesting..but maybe its near..around 15 -20min walking distance...<br /><br />tat nite,i settle my dinner in penang famous New Gurney Drive..erm..its just a hawker centre lah...we order jor claypot chicken rice (but without claypot..) ,kueh teow soup (which u can select ur own choice on appetite to add on), some BBQ stuff which i dunno how to call it, n here come my favourite in penang- fried oyster.. i should say tat the fried oyster was so~~good n i love it so much..lolz~but i wonder y some of hawker there never send the food to our table,but wan me to wait at there for my food..but i realise,they did send the food to some ppl table..i think those is local,cause there speak penang hokkien..erm...<br />tat nite we back hotel at around 10pm since we have no place to go n our frenz daphne will come to find us in early morning...n we bring penang rojak back to hotel room for supper..i cant tell wat is the different between penang rojak n johor rojak..erm..watever lah..just eat!!<br /><br /><span style="color:#996633;"><strong><span style="color:#339999;">10/10(friday)</span></strong><br /></span>we wake up at 8am++,coz daphne will come to find us on 9am n bring us to breakfast..she bring us for another kueh teow soup,n she said it is quite famous..ok,its quite nice..n we have a long chat at the restaurant,until the aunty show some 'signal' to ask us to leave..then..daph bring us to visit 'Fort Cornwallis" erm...its a military based during war time..n historical building..i feel sorry tat i dun really remember much bout the history,but we did take some picture there,tats the main purpose i go in the fort i think...lolz...<br /><br />after that,we went to another food court..erm..i cant remember the name..but is quite modern one..we having ice kacang there..wow,ice kacang with fruit is only sell RM3.50 (if i not mistaken)..well...we can NEVER found it in KL..n daph recommand me to eat a food like rojak,but it call wat 'bat sang gou'..(i dunno am i pronounce it right,but at least is something like tat)..its not bad..quite nice..<br /><br />n after that,daph drop us at komtar,since she have to go to fetch her sister..we walk around in komtar n perangin mall...well..tis 2 shopping mall was not like gurney..erm..its more like sg wang in KL,n gurney is just like Mid Valley ..erm..of coz i prefer gurney plaza.. we spend our time in the shopping mall,having sushi..and after that we go jln burma for on9..haha..at the nite..we go gurney for food again..<br /><br /><span style="color:#003333;"><strong><span style="color:#339999;">11/10 (saturday)</span><br /></strong></span>we wake up on 9am++,and then walk to 'Wat Chaiya Mangkalaram' and 'Dharmikarama Burmese Temple'..wats tat? well..it is a thailand and another one is a burma temple that near to our hotel, i think 10min walking distance..i think the 1st one is more famous..or can say is very very famous..coz it have a huge sleeping buddha..n i've try the fortune telling in the temple..wel..seem like my 'future' was not tat bad..but..well,its something said tat my present position was not tat good,or even worse,like a tree burned badly by sun,but it will regain its strength.just wait for my time to come,n in future,my family n me will get much happiness,n i'm having every hope in love affair'...lolz..i still keep the paper..i love wat it say ,its just not my time now...yohoo~~<br /><br />after visit the temple...we went back hotel to rest n wait for our frenz to come n bring us out..n 1pm++, our frenz burger n his frenz knocking our door,we chatting in room while waitting my another frenz, xz.. but,we decided to go gurney have lunch while waitting, coz xz also encourage us to do so,he will go gurney to meet us..so,i go gurney plaze again.. we having korean BBQ n steamboat at 'seoul garden'..and after tat,finally our Mr. XZ come..5 of us having lunch..but,they so enjoy the food,except me n xz..we didnt eat much..juz like wat xz said 'its too early for tis kind of food'..we chit chat alot in restaurent..the feeling is great,n we have so many thing to talk bout..<br /><br />until 4pm++,we decided to go visit Kek Lok Si temple..another famous spot in penang..(i so wonder,Mr xz,wat so funny when u heard where we wan to go n make u laugh like hell?)..well, we can see tat some ppl was really seldom exercise...coz those stage give them a hard job..hahaha..just some little stage,can make him sweat like....hahaha....who i'm talking bout? erm...not good to speak out his name lah..but he seem like dunno wat x wat z de...hahaha...<br /><br />after Kek Lok Si, its too late for us to go bukit bendera..haiz..forget it loh..then wat else?then, we decided to do something bored- take ferry..wohoo~~ its my pleasure..y? coz its not only my 1st time to take ferry,but also the 1st time to xz too...he said he never take ferry b4...good, then we have our '1st time' together..haha...<br /><br />after ferry,we go back gurney..they all come our hotel room coz burger wan to take bath..so,he borrow our bathroom..we lepak in room,watching tv,play, chatting...n until we really cant tahan the hunger.just out to hunt for food..i having 'char kueh teow' for dinner..but,unfortunately,due to culture different, i didnt tell the boss for 'mai hiam' (dun wan spicy), so,the boss give me a 'normal' penang char kueh teow,which is spicy one..i stun, n xz tell me in penang,u have to mention tat u dun wan spicy,if not,they will give u a spicy one,coz penang ppl all gd for eat spicy..erm,i think its different in KL, coz boss will ask u either u wan spicy or not..haiz..forget it lah...just eat loh...i cant really taste it,since i'm not good in spicy food...<br /><br />around 12am, xz have to go back, n the rest of us move to cyber cafe to on9..until very late night..n here pass my last nite in penang...<br /><br /><span style="color:#660000;"><strong><span style="color:#339999;">12/10 (sunday)</span><br /></strong></span>tis is the last day of me in penang..<br />my fren come n fetch us to sg nibong to buy bus ticket,and also my 'tau sar biah' n 'beh teh saw' (it is so nice...i love it so much..expecially 'beh teh sow')<br />we almost cant get ticket to go back..erm..i should bear in mind tat sg nibong is not pudu,u might not get the ticket whenever u wan it..but luckily,we able to get the last 2 ticket for the 2:30pm bus..<br /><br />after settle our ticket,we go queensbay mall to have our lunch..our last meal in penang was taiwanese food...erm..no command bout it,coz we can have it anytime in KL<br />we lepak there till the time to leave...<br /><br /><br />in this blog,i would like to thank my frenz who entertain us with full of passion n bring me lot of happiness n memory...<br />Daphne,my lovely baby~~ thx u so much n sorry to trouble u..i will miss u so de~~~T_T<br />xz ,u give me a surprice, and i should tell u tat i love it so much! ;-)<br />burger n frenz - well,take care alot..n thx for wat u all did for me..<br /><br />i like penang, feel relax there...erm...n,i really do wish i can see u guy very soon again...;-)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-4759240535670155174?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-76606490006329908752008-10-25T16:47:00.003+08:002008-10-25T17:29:40.276+08:00I found a song...erm..it is very very interesting,very very attractive..well..it name 'gloomy sunday'..this song is very famous..why? erm..bcoz this is a 'song of suicide'..<br /><br />sound horrible? or unbelievable? how a song cause suicide? erm..i dunno is it a curse or evil spell in tis song..this song give me lot of space of imagination..<br /><br />have u watch 'the ring' before? ya..the japanese horror movie talk bout Yamamura Sadako..tat ghost will climb out frm TV one...i know it sound stupid..but tis song's background make me think bout 'the ring'..'u should send it or copy to another ppl..if not,u will die in 7day'...<br /><br />wow..sound bullshit,rite? lolz...<br />let's talk bout tis song...tis is a song tat set to music in 1933 by <a title="Hungary" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hungary">Hungarian</a> pianist and composer <a title="Rezső Seress" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rezs%C5%91_Seress">Rezső Seress</a>,in which the singer mourns the untimely death of a lover and contemplates <a title="Suicide" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide">suicide</a>.<br /><br />Though recorded and performed by many singers, "Gloomy Sunday" is closely associated with <a title="Billie Holiday" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Billie_Holiday">Billie Holiday</a>, who scored a hit version of the song in 1941.<br />Due to unsubstantiated <a title="Urban legend" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urban_legend">urban legends</a> about its inspiring hundreds of suicides, "Gloomy Sunday" was dubbed the "Hungarian suicide song"<br />in the U.S.. Seress did commit suicide in 1968, but most other rumors of the song being banned from radio, or sparking suicides, are unsubstantiated, and were partly propagated as a deliberate marketing campaign..this song have related with more then 150 suicide case that happened in euro n US..<br /><br />erm...i think u can know more bout tis song if u search it in google,yahoo,msn or whatever search engine..just type in 'gloomy sunday'...<br />this song have 2 different version..1 in hungarian,n another one in english..here i post the 2 version of lyric..of coz,1st one is a translation version..since no one can understand hungarian here..<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">Gloomy Sunday (hungarian translation lyric)</span></strong><br />It is autumn and the leaves are falling<br />All love has died on earth<br />The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears<br />My heart will never hope for a new spring again<br />My tears and my sorrows are all in vain<br />People are heartless, greedy and wicked...<br />Love has died!<br />The world has come to its end, hope has ceased to have a meaning<br />Cities are being wiped out, shrapnel is making music<br />Meadows are coloured red with human blood<br />There are dead people on the streets everywhere<br />I will say another quiet prayer:<br />People are sinners, Lord, they make mistakes...<br />The world has ended!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>Gloomy Sunday (english version lyric)</strong></span><br />Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless<br />Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless<br />Little white flowers will never awaken you<br />Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you<br />Angels have no thought of ever returning you<br />Would they be angry if I thought of joining you<br />Gloomy Sunday<br /><br />Sunday is gloomy, with shadows I spend it all<br />My heart and I have decided to end it all<br />Soon there'll be flowers and prayers that are sad, I know<br />Let them not weep<br />Let them know that I'm glad to go<br />Death is no dream<br />For in death I'm caressing you<br />With the last breath of my soul<br />I'll be blessing you<br />Gloomy Sunday<br /><br />Dreaming, I was only dreaming<br />I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, dear!<br />Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you<br />My heart is telling you how much I wanted you<br />Gloomy Sunday<br /><br /><br />i have this song in my pc..n now i listening when i writting tis blog..well..i dun really like tis song at 1st..but..dunno..i feel its actually not bad...erm..is it the power of evil? lolz...<br />i dun care is it a song of devil, or a song of curse...yes,i admit the lyric was so~~~down n dark..look at the lyric..wow...none of 1 word was in good tone..its sad,dark,black,down..or..watever...<br /><br />why i like tis song? y i blog it? erm...think maybe i get attracted by tis line in song...<span style="color:#000000;"><strong>'Sunday is gloomy, with shadows I spend it all..My heart and I have decided to end it all</strong></span>' or because <strong>'All love has died on earth..The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears..My heart will never hope for a new spring again..My tears and my sorrows are all in vain..'</strong>but for sure,tis will be the song on my funeral...lolz...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>wanna listen tis song?</strong></span><br />here's the link...<br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0hwlLEWOgk">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0hwlLEWOgk</a><br />(this is the version frm Billie Holidays,there still got sarah brightman version..but..i prefer tis version more)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYw_RxbRhpE&amp;feature=related">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYw_RxbRhpE&amp;feature=related</a><br />(this is the vlip frm the movie,the song in original version,but of coz,not original singer i think..i cant tell its hungarian or german..i think is hungarian..but anyway..i like this song..)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-7660649000632990875?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-34041125996805185892008-10-06T14:48:00.002+08:002008-10-06T16:12:54.368+08:00i'm now in KL,sitting in front comp, just chat with someone, n it make me feel so~~~~~angry...<br /><br />actually 2 ppl is chatting with me,1 make me feel angry, and 1 make me feel dissapointed...<br />but on the fact,i'm talk with 2 different ppl with the same msn acc...<br />feel weird,rite? actually not really..just 2 ppl using same id to talk with me only...<br />1 gal n 1 boy, gal is S,and boy is M...<br /><br />S using M pc,his msn..at the first,i'm talking with M, n suddenly they switch user, it turn out become i talk with S...but,S didnt tell me she is S, so,at 1st i still though i'm talking with M... after that i just realise...<br /><br />i call a frenz, C, n tell her wat the S say n wat she did...C know, and she also feel angry,both of us think wan to slap S..n maybe M...<br /><br />wat so serious? ok..everything start frm last week, with a stupid msn chat..<br />just like today, S using M msn acc, n talk to me,but, without tell me who is she..she purposely do so, so,i though the one who talk with me tat time was M...n, all of sudden, M confess with me..say tat he love me n have more feeling to me...i dun feel happy with it, i just feel weird coz M was just confess with S, how come he will say so to me? n so,i i tell him i won consider n take it serious since i know M confess with S dy..<br /><br />n in the night,M sms me,n tell me actually he is not the one who typing those stuff to me..i confuse..so i ask him who is the one actually..he tell me is S,the gal he chasing...wat the hell...i NEVER know it was her...i though the one talk with me over msn tat noon was M... not bcoz i stupid, coz tat was M acc, n the user didnt tell me who is he/she, so, automatically i will think tat was M using it....<br /><br />so,i feel a little bit angry coz being fooled by S..n i feel really angry when M tell me tat S said she was dun meant to do so....walao....WAT A BIG JOKE!!! dun meant tat? then meant wat?<br />if she really doesnt meant tat,then she won do so at all...<br /><br />n today, just now...S using M acc again..or can say at 1st i'm talking with M,but suddenly chage user but i dun realise tat, n after a while i just realise tat was S talking to me...n wat she write really make me wan to slap on her...<br /><br />she dun feel wrong n never apologize for wat she do, she not realise that she was in wrong for fooling ppl, n she deny tat she fooling me,she said since i'm chatting with M always,i should realise tat those was not his type...WTF... i won know loh,coz i cannot see through the pc n know who was actually typing those thing to me, i know it was M acc, so i will think tat was M saying those..i think not only me, everybody will think the same...<br /><br />she tot tat i will be all right to play...i will only all right to play if i know u was just kidding with me, but ... i dun think it is a 'kidding', coz its too much! it is a cheat! a lie! it hurting ppl feeling n a kidding shouldnt hurting ppl feeling... S never realise her fault, n still pretend that she was just playing.. tis show tat she never respect other, she dunno how to put herself in other ppl shoe, n never consider bout ppl feeling when she 'play'...<br /><br />i say she was fooling me,n she deny it..i sure she is,coz she purposely dun wan to show her identity n wan to make me think is M confess to me...n till the end,she said 'ya,i purposely!coz i dun like he love u be4!'<br /><br />all right!!!!! b4 tat she say 'i dun meant it', how bout now? 'ya,i purposely!'<br /><br />n M,wat i tell u in msn now was true.. i try my best to protect u, for not hurting u.. but, wat u did to me? if wan to say bout my feeling now..i will say tat my dissapoinment was much more stronger than my anger...<br /><br />i dunno wat should i do now...maybe...i will let everything go to the end... maybe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-3404112599680518589?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-30318087097384387182008-10-02T10:47:00.003+08:002008-10-02T11:16:56.686+08:002nd week in pontian...2 more day to go back KL...<br /><br />y i coming back? holiday of coz...semester break,so i come back on last monday 22/9<br /><br />how's life goin on?? well well...totally <span style="color:#cc33cc;">BORED</span>!!!<br />ya..i stay home for 2 whole week in pontian, not goin ANY PLACE...<br />yes,u r not mistaken...i really didnt go anyway,eventhough JB..just stay home...<br /><br />have date with frenz to go JB sing K geh...but,manatau...she have to rush assignment...last year in local U,so i lot of assignment to do......so loh...wat to do? cant force ppl one,rite?<br /><br />i admit that i dun have much frenz in hometown...all my old classmate..seem like i lost contact with them for a long time dy...tats y , no yamcha, no outing, no entertainment....just stay home...<br /><br />n seem like someone is totally terbalik with me loh..when i'm in KL, alwys just stay KL, eat also hawker center....when i'm not around...walau eh....steamboat...ok,its fine, n after a few day..tell me he is on his way to SEREMBAN for CRAB...hey dude,think urself lah,when u bring me for such a good outing? crab....walao...i forgot when's the last time i eat crab dy loh...forgot the taste...i dun blame other ppl for having great food,but i just feel....y i always getting ignored?<br /><br />today still ask me go Uncle's blog to have a view....suppose to ask me read the 'berita terkini' geh...but when i log in the page n the crab pic was pop out...die loh...no mood jor...<br /><br />n talk bout the berita terkini....walao....super ridiculous loh....how come can 'masuk longkang' geh? think playing bowling then wan cuci longkang meh?? kanasai lah....haiz..but bo bian loh..ppl stupid mah,cannot expect a stupid brain can avoid doin something stupid geh....i know that TTT is not the 1st time to show his stupidness, but hoh...tis will be the most 'geng' one dy...<br /><br />but i think tat TTT is not the only bastard in this world...got 1 girl, name Samantxx,18 yrs old,currently study in TARC geh...tat girl also 'jia lat', super brainless..using my frenz msn acc,n fooling me around...well...if she apologize nicely,i consider to just forget bout it,since my frenz ask me to do so lah...give him face mah... manatau,tat bxtxh, when ppl ask her y she do so, she just say 'i dun mean that' ...fxck lah...'dun mean tat' meant wat??? u done so dy,u make it happen dy, dun tell me 'i dun mean tat'..if u really 'dun mean tat',then it won happen loh!!! u think its just a small matter?? tell u wat,i'm really <span style="color:#ff0000;">ANGRY</span> bout it...n to my frenz,u know i'm talking to u!!!! if u really wan to protect the girl, dun blame me for stop frenz with u...how long u know her? n i think wat u tell me bout ur feeling to me b4 is fake one,ah boh how come change so fast? if tis is how u treat a frenz,then no point to frenz with u also mah...i feel angry coz u allow her to fool me around..tell u wat, i'm really <span style="color:#ff0000;">ANGRY </span>bout tis..if u were in my shoe,i think u will also feel the same! dun tell me she jealous, it is just an excuse! n her attitude, tat is not the way to show she felt that she was in wrong loh... <span style="color:#ff0000;">dun take me as begger</span>,n will accept any word without sincere...<br />fuck the 'i dun mean it' off !!!<br /><br />kk..bout my life for being 'good girl' in pontian..what am i doin? well...sleep till as late as i wan,coz no one at home except sunday..then..do wat? play game loh...'chibi online'...luckily i bring the installation cd back,n thank for broadband so much...it help me kill alot of time in pontian..ah boh..i think i willl bored till kill myself dy...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-3031808709738438718?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-59815209342084926462008-09-08T23:24:00.003+08:002008-09-09T00:02:22.156+08:00'what do i wan?' a question that i just heard over phone<br /><br />well, good question..but answer is 'i dunno'<br />what do i wan???<br /><br />erm...i wan somebody keep me company,i need someone who really care,really understand me...if i'm asking too much, if i can only choose 1...then,please let me have someone who willing listen to me...<br /><br />last week,i'm so so so happy..y? coz of Wilber..yah,my super idol,love him so much..he is one of the guy tat i love the most in tis world..who is other guy tat i love? erm..my brother,my dad,my grandfather...<br /><br />but tis week,start with suck...really,really suck..y? coz a 'MF' destroy my sunday..<br />i suppose to have a happy outing with frenz..BBQ steamboat,n bowling...but well,everything ruin down by a 'MF' tat we call him 'TTT'..(whats the meaning of 'MF'? hey,dun try to pretend innocent,use ur brain,u know wat is it...)..am i too much for call him 'MF'? nope,not at all...at least,i accept it..<br /><br />y i hate him so much? hahaha..simple question with simple answer..coz he never do something right n always act like an A.H..(what is A.H? look at ur backside..u have it also...once again,ise ur brain..) lame,stupid, rude, talking rubbish..as conclusion,he have no standard n no brain at ALL... and he do something to me,which make me very very very angry n sick with it...diu~~i'm not a slut,ok? stay away from me..<br /><br />but when i show my emotion on face, then ppl start asking 'hey,whats wrong with u?' diu~~~another stupid question..the ppl who asking tis question,i know u won saw tis,but i still wan to say 'u r such an IDIOT!' dude,u should know the reason,u should know why...then wat..still wan to blame on me? well,if i'm in bad mood,who make it happen? <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>IDIOT</strong></span>, i'm just sit infront of u, AND U WAN TO TELL ME THAT U FORGOT ABOUT WHAT I TOLD U BEFORE? U FORGOT I HATE THAT A.H SO MUCH N SAY B4 THAT DUN ASK HIM OUT IF I'M HERE? diu~~~how old r u dy? brain still cant function well? i dunno why u wan to do tat, am i invisible?tats y u DUNNO I'M THERE N ASK HIM COME??? or ur BRAIN DAMAGE dy so not remember that we told u not to ask him come b4 coming out? so,tell me dude..<span style="color:#ff0000;"><em>DO U HAVE BRAIN N IS IT STILL IN FUNCTION? OR ITS JUST ALL RUBBISH INSIDE? </em></span><br /><br />n now,i'm staying home all alone..headache,n feeling dizzy..but..no one around..no one care bout me...maybe..i shouldnt blame on anyone for anything happen in yesterday,no one should be blamed...y? coz i'm just nobody..no one will care bout me...why should them care bout my feeling? they can ignore me eventhough i'm just sitting infront..I'M JUST NOBODY...<br /><br />so...what do i wan now? i wan to be ALONE...leave me ALONE...when i need someone,tat's nobody there...so..now i need no one...NO ONE...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-5981520934208492646?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-80357130052978153402008-07-14T14:59:00.005+08:002008-07-14T15:25:50.854+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">its been 3 month i never update my blog...look at my last post,it was in march...well well..it doesnt meant tis blog have goes to its end if thats no any update,but,maybe is the owner was so busy n no time to bullshit here...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">so,what did i do in the pass 3 month? well..TT nite 08 of coz...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">i join TT Nite n get to know many interesting ppl,start from march,we work together,get to know each other more n more..</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">wat is TT? well, TT nite is short form of 'Talentime Nite', tis is a event for freshies to show their talent in dancing,singing,instrumental or emcee...sound interesting,rite? ya,it is...TT nite is a very very interesting event, bcoz of our 'TTspirit'</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">as a Souvenier n Prize director in business team,i learn alot n gain alot...tis is the 1st time i try to deal with those company n doin some marketing job..well well..it was a totally new experience for me. well, look back at all i've done n experience in tis 3 month...wow..i cant imagine i have really pass through it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">n,i would like to say thank you to anyone who have help me b4 during tis 3 month..no matter who u r,as long as u have help me b4...n special thx to my assistant,Lenny..without him,he really share my burden..thx guy!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">6th of July, all of our effort in pass 3 month was finally show up in front of other..TTnite 08 received a very good respond from audience..it was success n amazing...or can say,it was awesome!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">and now,TT nite is over...everything is back to normal again...but,it was a colorful memory in my mind,for me,i was so great that i join tis big family...thx everyone for giving me such a beautiful experience n memory,it color up my life...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#339999;">the event is ended.but,our frenzship will still keep on n never end..i look forward for our next gathering</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong><em>"Fresh &amp; Cool, Dream &amp; Show, TT nite, Say 'Fresco' "</em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8035713005297815340?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-63741048385669567732008-03-04T14:13:00.008+08:002008-03-04T14:47:19.976+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zv2ha1oCI/AAAAAAAAAFk/IQAlp0Xc1OU/s1600-h/P1000442.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173773791904768034" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zv2ha1oCI/AAAAAAAAAFk/IQAlp0Xc1OU/s320/P1000442.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zt4ha1oBI/AAAAAAAAAFc/fO34Ug4i9Ks/s1600-h/P1000432.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173771627241250834" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zt4ha1oBI/AAAAAAAAAFc/fO34Ug4i9Ks/s320/P1000432.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8ztdBa1oAI/AAAAAAAAAFU/y-KbGVRdJ9U/s1600-h/P1000424.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173771154794848258" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8ztdBa1oAI/AAAAAAAAAFU/y-KbGVRdJ9U/s320/P1000424.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8ztAxa1n_I/AAAAAAAAAFM/Kvyxp6IspU0/s1600-h/P1000418.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173770669463543794" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8ztAxa1n_I/AAAAAAAAAFM/Kvyxp6IspU0/s320/P1000418.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zsoRa1n-I/AAAAAAAAAFE/N66P7qO8TXA/s1600-h/P1000401.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173770248556748770" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zsoRa1n-I/AAAAAAAAAFE/N66P7qO8TXA/s320/P1000401.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zr-Ra1n9I/AAAAAAAAAE8/ABlP3G2Btq0/s1600-h/P1000391.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173769527002243026" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zr-Ra1n9I/AAAAAAAAAE8/ABlP3G2Btq0/s320/P1000391.JPG" border="0" /></a> Nick(blue),Howie(Red),Brian(yellow),AJ(black)<br /><br /><div>27/2,i go for 1 of my dream concert...BSB Unbreakable World Tour...</div><div>well well...of coz thats many ppl there...BSB leh...</div><br /><div>i start listen their song when i was in primary...i cant believe that i can see them in real one day..its such a dream for me..</div><div> </div><div>the concert was cool,nice,fantasy,perfect...and...even cant use word to describe it...thank god for giving me the chance to meet them,to feel their music and passion..even though 15 years was pass,but BSB was still ROCK !!!</div><div>Nick,Brian,Howie,AJ...everybody screaming their name,everybody sing and dance with them..thats more than a concert..it was a party,a music party was only for BSB and all the fans...</div><br /><div>its pity my camera run out of battery,so i cant take too many picture..but it was so cool enough to see them with my eye...</div><div> </div><div>i only upload few of pic,and the rest...hehe...its my collection...</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-6374104838566956773?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-81869199508721428392008-03-04T13:13:00.015+08:002008-03-04T14:10:00.549+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zmNha1n8I/AAAAAAAAAE0/RPWy3EQsXSQ/s1600-h/P1000358.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173763191925481410" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zmNha1n8I/AAAAAAAAAE0/RPWy3EQsXSQ/s320/P1000358.JPG" border="0" /></a> Wishes from wallace..<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zkyha1n7I/AAAAAAAAAEs/HqQ5kxRnggM/s1600-h/P1000351.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173761628557385650" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zkyha1n7I/AAAAAAAAAEs/HqQ5kxRnggM/s320/P1000351.JPG" border="0" /></a> Champagne Rose from Wallace...thx u so much!! </div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zkGRa1n6I/AAAAAAAAAEk/KSD2aq6DqIM/s1600-h/P1000268.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173760868348174242" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zkGRa1n6I/AAAAAAAAAEk/KSD2aq6DqIM/s320/P1000268.JPG" border="0" /></a> shing and me<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zjWRa1n5I/AAAAAAAAAEc/0dkY1YMjMVc/s1600-h/P1000323.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173760043714453394" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zjWRa1n5I/AAAAAAAAAEc/0dkY1YMjMVc/s320/P1000323.JPG" border="0" /></a> William and me<br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8ziARa1n4I/AAAAAAAAAEU/HmSTzKdrqeg/s1600-h/P1000322.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173758566245703554" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8ziARa1n4I/AAAAAAAAAEU/HmSTzKdrqeg/s320/P1000322.JPG" border="0" /></a> Rain n Coey<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zgBxa1n3I/AAAAAAAAAEM/txKscTPKs_s/s1600-h/P1000319.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173756392992251762" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zgBxa1n3I/AAAAAAAAAEM/txKscTPKs_s/s320/P1000319.JPG" border="0" /></a> Fei Hong,Nick C,Rain<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zfhRa1n2I/AAAAAAAAAEE/9zdmWBAR-ig/s1600-h/P1000318.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173755834646503266" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zfhRa1n2I/AAAAAAAAAEE/9zdmWBAR-ig/s320/P1000318.JPG" border="0" /></a> Me and Jimmy<br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zePha1n1I/AAAAAAAAAD8/BUlNsD81Q8E/s1600-h/P1000334.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173754430192197458" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zePha1n1I/AAAAAAAAAD8/BUlNsD81Q8E/s320/P1000334.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zdXha1n0I/AAAAAAAAAD0/n1Jlbxjjor0/s1600-h/P1000333.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173753468119523138" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zdXha1n0I/AAAAAAAAAD0/n1Jlbxjjor0/s320/P1000333.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zcaRa1nzI/AAAAAAAAADs/6rBSeTROsG4/s1600-h/P1000330.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173752415852535602" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zcaRa1nzI/AAAAAAAAADs/6rBSeTROsG4/s320/P1000330.JPG" border="0" /></a> V and me<br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zb3Ba1nyI/AAAAAAAAADk/_fq0wuSwa7Y/s1600-h/P1000327.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173751810262146850" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zb3Ba1nyI/AAAAAAAAADk/_fq0wuSwa7Y/s320/P1000327.JPG" border="0" /></a> V &amp; R<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8za1Ra1nxI/AAAAAAAAADc/gLd10XKYyuk/s1600-h/P1000258.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173750680685747986" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8za1Ra1nxI/AAAAAAAAADc/gLd10XKYyuk/s320/P1000258.JPG" border="0" /></a> Helvi,Coey,and me...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8186919950872142839?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-72382231247255082852008-03-04T12:42:00.006+08:002008-08-17T12:37:59.334+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zaExa1nwI/AAAAAAAAADU/DN_UKl1ignw/s1600-h/P1000267.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173749847462092546" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R8zaExa1nwI/AAAAAAAAADU/DN_UKl1ignw/s320/P1000267.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />25/2/2008 (Monday)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Finally finally....here come my 21st birthday! phew....time flies,i cant believe that i'm 21 dy...<br /><br />on 24th,i celebrate with my family in hometown...thank for my parent and sibling,thank for all ur warmest love and support...it give me power to carry on my journey alone in future...thousand and thousand 'thank you',and so much love for my family...<br /><br />25th,i take 12pm bus to back KL,reach on 5pm something...shing come to pick me up, and we rush here rush there to settle something,and when 8pm,we go sunway for another birthday celebration...well,we go for steamboat and after tat go sunway pyramid for bowling..erm...it was fun,but someone bully us...haha..some 'pro' bowler bully 'new bird' bowler...dun looking around,i'm talking bout u,Uncle!!!hahaha....<br /><br />but anyway,Thank you to all my dearest frenz who come and celebrate with me,and give me lot and lot of happy and a wonderful birthday!!Shing,Nick,Jimmy,Helvi and bf,Coey,William,Jack,Calvin,Nick C,Fei Hong,Alex...thank for coming and all ur best wishes...and of coz ur present..love it much..expecially my favourite cake- chocolate banana from secret recipi...yummy...<br /><br />and for those who send me birthday wishes and never forget my birthday...thank u so much to remember my birthday,and thank for all the wishes and ur frenzship...Chin HongAlicia,Soujirou,Jack V,Sky,Kris,Sim,Kylie,Max,Simon,Jane,Yu Qi,Ewen,Ee Guan,my auntie and uncle...and so much to list out all...but anyway..thank u so much..all the best to all my dearest frenz and all the best..<br /><br />and of coz,1 make 3 wish on my birthday...<br /><br />1st.i hope all my frenz can get happiness and happy everyday..i know some frenz was not so happy nowadays,full of sad,stress or anything...i really hope they can feel happy again...even though i'm not beside u,but u have my word,i will be there for u if u need someone to be there,u r not alone..ok?frenz forever...<br /><br />2nd. i hope all my dream will come true,and god bless everyone i love...<br /><br />3rd....of coz,3rd one is a secret...<br />Each birthday is a new beginning,full of promise n' opportunity n' the chance to make dream come true...<br /><br /><p></p><p></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-7238223124725508285?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-69064489200424360802007-12-15T02:21:00.000+08:002007-12-15T02:57:22.965+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R2LSAXuFmAI/AAAAAAAAADM/pB-13W8UXbY/s1600-h/324.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5143904628219680770" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R2LSAXuFmAI/AAAAAAAAADM/pB-13W8UXbY/s320/324.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>i'm damn tired nowadays...the assignment,presentation and coursework is killing me,everyday rush rush rush...haiz.. time flies,here come my 10th week of semester 2..4 more week to go for exam..hell..i still dreaming and dunno wat i'm doin..deng deng...<br /><br />and currently,i'm seriously take consider bout the road that i really wan to go..actually i CLEARLY know bout my dream and ambition..but the problem is should i make decision to change now?or wait for 1 more year just decided,it's meant i have to remain the same road that i having now?erm...i think the 2nd road is quite wasting time and not so attractive for me..since i know that's a way for me to go for my dream...erm....so 'fan'..<br /><br />besides that,i'm also quite confusing bout my feeling on something..i know i should treasure what i having now and stop think wild,but..sometime it's just hard to do so..i found that i start missing someone..erm..who is that person?SECRET of coz..but just can say that the ppl is someone close but also far away from me..that's some distance between us,but dunno why..i started missing that ppl...<br /><br />i ask myself,am i that desperate or bitchy?no no..i dun think so..really not..i'm not interest with other ppl...most of my time in a day was alone..i go sch alone,back alone,stay home alone..even holiday and weekend i still have to be alone..something i still feel lonely even got someone beside me...wat's the problem between us?erm..we look so peace,he also treat me very good..but why i still feel so lonely when we are so close to each other?even he is just beside me?<br />and since when,i find my way out..i like the feeling to chat with the ppl..he listen to everything i wan to say,talk to me,and also told me wat he wan to say..even he is so far away from me,we r not in the same location and maybe not so close to each other..but i feel that he can understand me more than the ppl beside me...i can told him everything,and i know he is always be there when i need him..even though we can just communication with mail,with msn..<br /><br />i'm sick with repeating the same life everyday...everything keep on repeating and i just feel helpless to stop anything and change anything..i suspect on myself,why am i so stupid?i'm doin something which is totally not i really wan to do now,and maybe remain the same life just because i afraid of changing?i'm not god,i might be making mistake,i might do the wrong decision,and till the end i got nothing,i'm afraid to lose everything,i'm afraid that i'm hurting someone at the same time i'm hurting myself...<br />and now i can get a better offer to reach my dream,should i go?i found that someone else who might be more suitable for me,should i go?<br /><br />Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!Tired!!<br />i'm so tired,helpless,sick,confused,lonely....<br />I need a sight to tell me wat to do or wat should i do..<br />i need someone beside me,but i just found nobody there..<br />i'm alone..</div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-6906448920042436080?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-544691568098397812007-12-05T20:31:00.000+08:002007-12-06T02:09:30.930+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R1bpLckk_TI/AAAAAAAAADE/quuYYLGlYho/s1600-h/IMG_0018.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/R1bpLckk_TI/AAAAAAAAADE/quuYYLGlYho/s320/IMG_0018.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5140552407547444530" border="0" /></a><br />Yeah yeah..here to update my blog..but wat should i write?ehh....temporary no idea...but nvm lah..everytime i also feel tat dunno wat to write..but till the end..blah blah blah end up with so many nonsence and bullshit wat i always called 'rojak'...haiz...(but 'rojak' is also one of malaysia culture..we make lot of efford to mix it in our language,food,culture and etc...in Malaysia,we have 'rojak' everywhere...deng deng..)<br /><br />now is 8:53pm,but i havnt have my dinner yet,i'm HUNGRY like hell...but i still have to wait...i hate this kind of feeling,seem like i cannot done a simple thing independently..but who to blame?i have no own car and transport,and my house area nth to eat,and somesay it's dangerous for a girl to walk alone at Wangsa Maju here at night..i hate the life like tis,i wan to be independence,i wan to be alone,i dun wan relay on anyone,wait someone to save me,the feeling is sux..i'm not those weak woman,i'm not princess..i dun wan knight,i dun need them...<br /><br />let's talk bout something happy to forgot my hungry..erm...<br /><br />oh ya,it's so fast come the december..wat did december meant to me..well,it's meant tat x'mas is coming and i can putting up my x'mas tree...hahaha....yaya..i'm putting it up since last 2 week..will it be to early?nah nah..nvm lah...<br />well well...i do love x'mas much much much...erm..can say is my favourite festival among the whole years..(no,i dun like CNY,although can get 'extra income'..but i still dun like it..due to some 'family problem'..)..since young,i think is start from my kindergarden time,i was send to a chatolic school..and i still remember every x'mas we have to go back to school,although it was in school holiday..we all gathering in church,sing x'mas song together and will got santa claus to give us some small present~~a pack of sweet and chocolate...sound funny,but it meant a lot to me...a festival for giving love and warm,sharing and caring...<br /><br />maybe it's just my own view..but anyway,Happy X'mas to all of my dearest friend!!May all the best will always stay beside u....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-54469156809839781?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-38914244635372919952007-11-04T15:33:00.000+08:002007-11-04T15:36:29.581+08:00Got a frenz told me a story yesterday..erm..regarding his own experience when he joined a camp..<br />That's got a activities in the camp,everyone of them have a piece of bread,and they allow to add on wasabi,tabasco,and some other sauce..u can add as much as u wan,can make it become horrible..and then,u give it to the person u hate most...<br />Then,my frenz really did what the host said..he put many thing and make the bread look like a piece of shit...then,after that,the host say again "everything is fair in this world,how u treat ppl,ppl also will treat u the same way..so,u will taste how's the feeling on day if u do the same to other ppl..so now,u have to eat ur own bread,so that..."...<br />My frenz said he was stun when he heard that..of coz,he have a piece of shit on his hand and he suppose to give it to the person that he hate...so how?no choice,he have to swallow all of it..but luckily,his group member share with him,but till the end..all of them suffer because of the shit...<br />Well...that's not a funny thing actually...not because they all suffering because of the 'bread of shit',but is the moral value of the story...<br />If before,then maybe i'll do just like my frenz did,put as much effort as i can to make it like a shit,just to 'punish' someone...but now...i dun think i'll be the same..i'll eat the bread myself..<br />WHY?? not because i love bread,not because i'm hungry...<br />but,is because i have no time to waste..<br />since he is the one i hate,since he is the one i dun like,and he also feel the same to me..then,why i have to spent so many time just to make a bread for him?maybe i take 20minute to done the bread,but,i can use the 20minute to read some book also...god know maybe i can finish 1 chapter of Harry Potter with 20minute...<br />At the moment we hate someone,at the moment i do something to avenge,actually i'm wasting my own time also...it's ok if i write it out,in blog or in diary,or maybe talk to someone else..because it's just a release of emotion...but,still wan to take action or what on that ppl,i dun think it's a good idea...<br />Life was short,and it's limited..we still have lot to do in our life...i still wan to complete my study,rushing for assignment,learn violin,hang out with frenz...and after that i still wan learn driving...i still have lot to do,maybe to keep on my promise with my lovest one,maybe is sharing happy time with my frenz..<br />So,at the moment u hate someone,u are also wasting ur time to love someone...is it worth to feel sorry to someone u love just because someone who dislike u?nah....it's not worth at all...<br />So so...pay attention on someone who is worth u spent time on them...<br />as for those who is in ur blacklist..just treat him as a bread that full of tabasco and wasabi,throw it into rubbish dumb,coz that's the only place they should belong...<br /><br /><br />ps:somemore,those sauce not very cheap,what a waste to spent money in this kind of shit thing,rite?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-3891424463537291995?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-61897143926745851862007-11-02T10:07:00.000+08:002007-11-02T10:09:41.697+08:00<p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>1. Do not worry if you make mistakes.</strong> Making mistakes is one way we can learn and improve in our life. There is no one that has never made any mistake. The most important thing here is you realize that you have made mistakes and do not repeat the same mistakes again. You learn more from mistakes you have made than any other way.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>2. Feel happy about your life.</strong> Happiness generates more positive energy within you. This energy is important to keep you more optimistic and enthusiastic about your life. Happy people are always motivated to accomplish something in their life.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>3. Get out of your comfort zone.</strong> You need to learn to get into unfamiliar surroundings to explore better opportunities. Do not just stick around with the same people, same known places, skills or work. Explore new things that will enhance your ability to achieve your goals and keep you stay motivated.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>4. Think the unthinkable.</strong> Nothing will stop you from thinking of goals you want to achieve. You have to dream high in order to set high goals. Everything starts with a dream. Do not limit yourself in your goals and dreams.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>5. Read and listen to inspirational materials. </strong>You have to start spending time reading motivational books and listening to inspirational tapes. But, you must also implement what you learn from your reading and listening. New things you learn from these exercises will give you excitement and energy to work harder toward achieving your goals.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>6. Resolve problems instead of running away.</strong> Your ride to success destination will not be smooth all the time. You will face difficulties. Do not quit when you experience predicaments in your quest to achieve your dreams. Frustrations and setbacks naturally form as parts of your success venture.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>7. Appreciate every moment of your life.</strong> Think of what your life really is as of now. Appreciate every moment you have currently. Thinking about the past or day dreaming about the future will not bring you anywhere. Appreciating your current conditions makes you feel much better and realize the need to move forward to achieve your goals.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>8. Finish what you start.</strong> Once you have started something, finish it. Never leave what you do halfway regardless of the end result. This will train you to accomplish something out of things that you do.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>9. Face challenges one at a time.</strong> Challenges come to us almost all the time. Take up one challenge at a time. Do not try to accumulate and face them at one go. As the challenges accumulate, you will only feel less motivated to face them and finally unable to complete anything.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;font-size:85%;"><strong>10. Care less about what people say.</strong> You may hear a lot of bad things people say about you. Sometimes those bad comments may come from somebody close to you. As long as you fully know what you are doing to achieve your goals, you can let those comments fall into deaf ears. Thinking too much about what people say will only make you weaker and loose focus on your effort.</span></p><p><br /></p><p>(references : http://www.camatoo.com)<br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-6189714392674585186?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-50708229014940518852007-10-30T18:59:00.000+08:002007-10-30T19:31:08.596+08:00Today is 30/10,almost the end of Oct...Gosh...Yr 2007 was almost over,but,what did i done in this year??<br />well,that's too early to write some freshback about 2007,since that's still 2 more month to go...<br /><br />I go Sunway Pyramid for shopping during sunday,and luckily,i get my new "Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows" which is in chinese version...wow...i'm so~~~excited when i saw the book,i wait for such a long time just to wait the final episode and get the chance to enjoy in the miracle magixc world again...<br /><br />But,how is the story?erm....honestly,Harry Potter is out of the format as a child-reading book...(and who say Harry Potter is childish??nah...those ppl should read the book by themself,dun judge the book by the cover,ok?)..Just like every normal child,Harry Potter will also grow up,he also meet many different challenge and changes in his life...and in the last episode,that's no more 'school life' in this book..this book was full of darkness..death,sad,apart with lovest ppl...<br /><br />now,i finish 2/3 part of the book..and i'm sad that Dobby was death...my god..he is a house-elf..god..i'm so sad to see that..he die when he try to save Harry Potter and he die in the arm of Harry...at the moment,i felt so sad,i totally can understand how Harry feel...dun ask me why,i also dunno...but i think is a feeling..<br /><br />I start reading "Harry Potter" when i'm 13yrs old,and i remember clearly that Dobby was a charactor in 2nd book "Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secret"..i still remember that time i walk in to the book shop,and buy the 1st and 2nd episode of Harry Potter together..so,it can say that Dobby was keep me company since the moment i love this book...in some part of heart,that's just like a pet, and because of this,my dog also named "Dobby"...<br /><br />So,when i saw the part talk about the death of Dobby..i cannot control my tears..that's just like a feeling of losing my lovest pet,a pet that keep me company in a long journey...<br /><br />Maybe,many ppl will think i'm childish and useless,sad because of a charactor in a story book...but i think that's the right for being a human...<br /><br />I love Dobby,as much as i love Harry Potter...<br /><br />For Dobby,my honest and faithful friend..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-5070822901494051885?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-55298207657699525112007-10-11T15:06:00.000+08:002007-10-11T15:23:33.103+08:00YO~~I'm back..here to blogging again..haha..<br />i forgot when i post my last blog..but it seem like something happen 2,3 week ago..during my exam period..and i also didnt online for 2 week,my frenz all though i'm missing dy..so,when i open my msn on monday...walao..so many ppl msg/nudge me....-__-!!! thank to everybody who miss me so much..haha...i'm very fine here..health and still happy like before..i'm just go back to Johor and stay home for 2 week during my semester break,to have some relax,fresh air and nice home cooking food...u know,u can never get any fresh air in KL even in 6am..the air here can cause cancel...hell...<br />and now,start my 2nd semester again..this is the first week..due to all those tutorial and practical class havnt start yet,so,the college still look empty..even my house also the same..all my housemate havnt come back..so,i stay at home alone in this few day...How was the feel?erm...i must say the feeling to be alone in house was so~~~~nice..<br />and i must say that my time table was shit...for example..Friday..i have to go sch on 8am and back on 6pm...stay school for 10 hrs but the class only 6hrs...4 hrs stay empty for nth...should i go home?or stay sch??hell man....erm...if i got car then sure i go home lah...but my house not beside the sch and i'm not driving...so...dunno yet lah...haiyo..maybe go other ppl lecturer gua...dunno who arrange the time table one..shit...<br />This semester we have 6 subject to go...but i apply for exemption for 2 subject...erm...hope can approved loh...coz really stupid to go for a class that i oredi pass the paper b4...and this week only Mass Media Law start the lecturer dy..and the rest?nah..we go college on 9am and back on 920am..coz the tutor FFK...hell...<br />No matter what lah...i hope this semester will be more interesting than the last one...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-5529820765769952511?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-21464378781914923672007-09-17T12:06:00.001+08:002007-09-17T12:52:00.626+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4HWhrp6fI/AAAAAAAAAC8/MoUw3zs7rj4/s1600-h/IMG_0009.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4HWhrp6fI/AAAAAAAAAC8/MoUw3zs7rj4/s320/IMG_0009.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111030710692080114" border="0" /></a> ~My Giroro~<br />Yesterday,18th Sept...erm....a normal sunday and everything still remain the same...<br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Shing still busy with work...<br />so,i go out with Jimmy to Mid Valley..he wan buy present loh...but i wonder why he always buy present one geh??so many friend birthday ah?erm....poor thing...luckily i not remember my friends birthday one,if not......sure pok gai one lah..<br />and finally he buy a toys in toy shop...and i also got a hp hanger from cartoon "Keroro"...but what i got was his friend- "Giroro"...haha...i quite like this charactor...but it will be better if i can get Keroro....emm....nvm..try again next time...<br />And after that we go Puchong for 'shabu-shabu'...haha....we really eat alot...expecially pork....walao...1 ppl is RM25 nett there,but 1 plate of pork was RM4 oredi,and Jimmy eat 4 plate,shing 3 plate,me 1 plate...haha....emm...next time can go again...<br />i got take some picture...let see...<br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/ADMINI%7E1/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4CSBrp6XI/AAAAAAAAAB8/IyaaLZ8LyLs/s1600-h/Photo-0254.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4CSBrp6XI/AAAAAAAAAB8/IyaaLZ8LyLs/s320/Photo-0254.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111025135824529778" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4CLRrp6WI/AAAAAAAAAB0/afOyxudv7PY/s1600-h/Photo-0258.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4CLRrp6WI/AAAAAAAAAB0/afOyxudv7PY/s320/Photo-0258.jpg" alt="" 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/><br /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/ADMINI%7E1/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.jpg" alt="" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-2146437878191492367?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-58084702998037324372007-09-15T18:50:00.000+08:002007-09-17T12:47:34.693+08:0014 Sept 07,i go Bkt Jalil for my 1st concert - "The Year of Jacky Cheung World Tour Concert 07"<br />Actually i got an exam paper on yesterday,but luckily it was finish on 4pm...<br />Shing come to pick me up from college after exam...and we go Endah Perade eat something 1st b4 goin there...we eat KFC,but i did not finish it..dunno why,just no appetite.<br /><br />We reach Bkt Jalil Outdoor stadium at 5:30pm,and we start Q-up at the gate of entrance there..<br />and around 7pm,they just open the gate to let ppl go in the stadium...got 2 lines of ppl Q-up,but my line was much more slower than the other one...haiz...the ppl who collect the ticket was very very slow...i wonder is that he wan to read all the 'term and condition' behind the ticket b4 he release the ppl go in...and when the concert start...the stadium was full of ppl...no seat was empty...<br /><br />The show start at 8:45pm.....wow...once Jacky come out...all the ppl shout and scream like crazy...the show start with dance...i just know Jacky can also dance well...haha...<br />and after that was some ‘经典’ like " 一千個傷心的理由、遙遠的她、只想一生跟你走...wow....everybody sing together loudly...just like in KTV...everybody was so high...<br /><br />Many ppl though the show was end when it was just 11pm...but....nonononono...how can we let Jacky go so fast?so..everybody start shouting for Encore....of coz Jacky come out again...and sing till 12am more....wow....<br /><br />The concert was VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY nice.....AMAZING!FANTASTIC!!!<br /><br />all those song was so famous and everybody know to sing it...the feeling to shouting,singing,screaming with so many ppl was so hard to say it with a word...that's more than a word...maybe some song he wasnt make it so perfect..but we can see that he put so much afford to make it perfect!!and from the ppl who watch the show u can know how a great singer can stay longer than other..how a great singer can touching ppl...but Jacky Cheung did it..really did it...<br /><br />He was the BEST!! the concert also the BEST!!<br /><br />here's the list of song in the concert...<br />愛 火花、頭發亂了、和好不如初、聽天由命、一千個傷心的理由、遙遠的她、只想一生跟你走、走不掉、餓狼傳說、搖搖、講你知、給朋友、在你身邊、紅色、屈到 病、明天我要嫁給你、天黑黑、愛如潮水、每天愛你多一些、吻別、忘記他、是否在戀愛、愛是永恆、男人本該妒忌、你是愛我的、一個人的犧牲、命運曲、如果． 愛、我真的受傷了、離開以后、心如刀割、情書、她來聽我的演唱會、李香蘭、藍雨、等你等到我心痛、暗戀你、月半彎、祝福<br /><br />ps:I love 一千個傷心的理由、遙遠的她、只想一生跟你走,講你知,每天愛你多一些、吻別、愛是永恆、如果． 愛,我真的受傷了、離開以后、心如刀割、情書、她來聽我的演唱會、李香蘭、藍雨、等你等到我心痛、....<br /><a onblur="try 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href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4E1xrp6bI/AAAAAAAAACc/7sRFCpN6OOA/s1600-h/IMG_0015.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4E1xrp6bI/AAAAAAAAACc/7sRFCpN6OOA/s320/IMG_0015.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111027949028108722" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4Dyhrp6aI/AAAAAAAAACU/u4_67g2C1tM/s1600-h/IMG_0013.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_eHhDfklO6BM/Ru4Dyhrp6aI/AAAAAAAAACU/u4_67g2C1tM/s320/IMG_0013.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111026793681906082" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-5808470299803732437?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-4199234651070419092007-09-10T15:10:00.000+08:002007-09-10T15:31:36.747+08:00well well...here come the new week again..but..this week i have 2 paper waiting for me...1 is It,it's on wednesday morning,and another one is on Friday noon,Intro to Mass Com....well...erm...i think it will be a though week,coz the most difficult havcnt come yet...it's the last paper,E-commerce...damn man....totally dunno what the subject talking about...what forward auction,reverse auction...what CRM??i know CPU,but CRM...err...can eat one?nah nah....CRM stand for Customer Relationship Management....what's that????err....i willl let u know after i study it..ok?and what forward, reverse lah...u think is driving meh???haiyo...<br /><br />but luckily,all my lecturer very 'seng mok'..use many way to give us some small tips...hehe....(actually not really small...wahaha....) and thank for all the ppl from CxRx Forum who post out those tips for hubungan etnik...guys,it save my life...i love u all..mmuack..mmuack...<br />i dun think i will see the subject again in future...coz i'm confidence with it...<br /><br />and yesterday i go to watch the movie "Naraka 19"..as we all know,that's got 18 level of hell in chinese traditional story,and every level got different punishment...well...how if it got the 19th level?what will it look like?but i wonder...is hell using lift?18th floor woh...if using stage...wah...it's was really punichment for those who hate exercise...haha....kidding lah...<br />and i've saw the preview of "Resident Evil:Extinction" erm.....i dun think i will go for this movie...expecially i get a big shock after the movie "the hill have eyes"...the movie is damn horrible and ...Disgusting!!!man...what for to give myself a though life?<br />and how was the movie "Naraka 19"?....errr......dun expect too much lah...u shoulkd know this is a "made in HK" one..not "made in JP" or "KR" one....<br /><br />haiz haiz...it's time for revision....3 more subject...9 more day for freedom....ganbatte!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-419923465107041909?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-88204647528874380632007-09-05T03:16:00.000+08:002007-09-05T03:41:21.328+08:00Now was 5th Sept, 3:16am...<br /><br />well,not a happy moment...why?coz i get another aeroplane again and another shit thing from my roommate again...damn...<br />Just now received a call from shing to tell me that he is not feeling well,felt sick oredi...errmm..quite worrya bout him..and he say hope i can keep him company..then,i try to find someone to bring me there loh.. i call Jimmy,he say ok,but have to wait after his gathering with his frenz in kepong...all right,then i wait loh....finally,12am something,he call me and say he is on his way oredi...okok...12am only lah...not too late,and think next time treat him for 'yam cha'...how i know,6minute later,he call me again..say that his frenz car broke down and ask him to go fetch his other frenz back first...what else can i say?then i say ok loh,u go first lah,after that just let me know how lah...then i keep on study and chatting with frens online for killing time loh...(Thank Nick a.k.a Yew Lun for chat with me in msn...)1 hour pass...2hour pass...finally come 2:30am...ehh...how come he never call me?ok nvm..i sms him loh...no reply...then i call him..no answer....'deng'...i feel something wrong oredi...nvm..i keep on waiting...till now..(03:24am) no call,no sms,i think he forget want to call me and terus go back sleep oredi..walao...<br /><br />and just now,my roommate told me the sound of my keyboard when u typing something make her cannot concentrade on studying and when she wan to sleep,she just turn off the light...WALAO.....what's the hell is it?she say voice will disturb her,ok,i go and buy ear-phone and put it on all the day if i listen to music or watching something...and when i wan to sleep,but she still studying,I NEVER ask her to turn off the light cause of i want to sleep,but i just put my pillow on my eyes so that i can sleep in dark,I NEVER SAY A SINGLE WORD TO ASK HER TURN OFF THE LIGHT...NOW EVEN THE SOUND OF TYPING KEYBOARD ALSO WILL DISTURB HER?????????????????WHAT THE FUCK IS IT?????? then what i should do?using sound input?DUN BE SILLY!it will make up more sound.....WHY I HAVE TO FOLLOW WHAT SHE WANT TO BE???WHY DUN SHE JUST FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO STAY ALONE?????? THAT'S Y I DUN WAN TO STAY TOGETHER WITH HER AGAIN....ENOUGH FOR ME FOR BEING FOOL....WE PAY THE SAME MONEY,BUT WHY I HAVE TO LIE LIKE THAT??EVERYTHING FOLLOW HER STYLE,THEN,HAVE SHE RESPECT ME????<br /><br />what the hell is everything goin in this midnight? i'm still in good mood coz i found a nice song from R.Kelly ft Usher "Same Girl"...wow...damn like the song man...sound great,nice,amazing!!!<br />but everything end up like this b4 i sleep....WHAT THE HELL IS IT???DAMN MAD NOW.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8820464752887438063?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-32541253250821521842007-09-03T21:32:00.000+08:002007-09-04T21:00:40.079+08:00Time fly..after National day,it was coming the horrible Sept....<br />what's the meaning of sept to all TARCian and UTARian?er...nth else,only EXAM~~my first paper will be in this week..phew..but i still blogging here?ehh.....didnt touch the book somemore...and,i think i'm still not complete with all my notes yet...my godness...HELP!!<br /><br />but,i still enjoy my long weekend even the exam was just around the corner..err..last wednesday,went Sunway for movie together with Shing,Ada and Kok Ming (ada's bf)..think will able to watch the movie "Secret" from Jay Chou using the free ticket..but who know,the indian girl in counter said that's no valid in wednesday...=.= walao..what's that meant?isn't the ticket has no limit on time and venue?how come it cannot use in wednesday?err....no choice loh..we go Kim Gary for dinner,coz all of us rush for the movie time and didnt having dinner yet..and after that,nth else can do,just chit chat in Kim Gary and we just found that Student card will get 15% discount,but only available in Sunway KimGary...and after that,we goin back to Cheras,yam cha with Nick at bukit saga...<br /><br />30th Aug,holiday eve..me and shing went Mid Valley for movie again,but not "secret",coz the movie was only available in 2 period only,11am and 4pm something..so,we watch "The Invasion" from Nicole Kidman and Daniel Craig..the story was quite nice and i must say that Nicole Kidman was so hot...wohoo..we do enjoy the movie..and b4 the movie start,we go playground in MV for killing the waiting time..well,it was 1st time i try to play the machine that can catch the doll one..and who know,i get a Hello Kitty toys in my 1st time tried...eehaa..haha..i think many guy will 'muntah darah' coz they never success to catch a single thing for their girl..but i able to catch 1 for myself..wahaha...<br /><br />31th,National day of Malaysia..but,it was just another normal public holiday for me,as i mention b4,i have no any genetic or DNA in my body was related about patriotisme..i go for movie in MV again..well,this time we watching "secret",i really can't imaging that how''s Jay Chou movie look like..and after i watching the movie..i must say that HE WAS SO TALENT!! wow...the story line was so special and some of the part was so touching...make me cry somemore...T_T err...5 star for the movie...(claping....)<br /><br />saturday...erm..nth special,almost stay home whole day,coz nth to do...err....go Carrefour with Chai Sing (my roommate) in the afternoon...and we go Pizza Hut for meal..who know the worker they all act like turtle..everything also slow motion one,and their attitude was very rude and unpolite...tak boleh tahan ah...if they can do their work more faster,we can leave b4 start rainning..who know they are so slow?even asking for bill also have to wait 15 minute just give us the balance back? -_-!!! no choice lah..all the worker there are Mxlxy..show know their attitude one..and we sapu lot of instant mee in carrefour..(act not me lah,is my roommate..)coz she will stay at home and fighting for her exam for 2 week...erm...i think those instant mee was enough for me in 2month...and i will sick if eat instant mee everyday...but,different ppl got defferent mode of life..so..no comment!!<br /><br />Sunday,i going 1Utama with Jimmy,coz he wan to find a cloth in Padini concept outlet in new wings there..i wonder what kind of cloth is it,coz he try to find it in MV,KLCC..now even go 1U somemore...err...but ok lah,i go there walk walk loh..and buy 2 cloth in Hang Ten..having my lunch in "Ajisen Ramen",at Old wing,same floor with TGV cinema and just a few shop beside Secret Recipi...err...the Ramen there was very delicious...1 big bowl of Ramen and 3 piece fried chicken only RM8.80...err..not too expensive..i think i'll go again next time..back from 1U around 5pm,and after that meet up with shing and we go BTS..he received a call from his frenz to ask him for dinner at seremban..then,we went back to fetch his frenz and rush to seremban for Big Crab..haha..but we wait there until 10:30pm,coz someone losing their way and spent many time to found the correct way..err..i love all of my meal in this day,coz i love Japanese food and crab much...wahaha....<br /><br />and today,3rd sept..i stay home and watching "Why Why Love"..final episode...once again,i cry because of the story...my god,i'm so easy to cry...but nvm..it was a GREAT drama..so~~~~GREAT!!!yes..i'm sure i will buy the VCD or DVD of this series...luckily,the story didn't end up with sad..love to see those happy ending..and my long long long long time no see friend,Dearest Nicholas said to visit me tonight for dinner..but after that we didnt make it the meet up tonight...nvm nvm...next time loh..coz he working in KL oredi,so...still many time and chance to meet up....haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-3254125325082152184?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-5369531922225670572007-08-29T15:25:00.000+08:002007-08-29T15:58:04.111+08:00It's time for me to update my blog oredi..where should i started from? ehh..<br />26th sunday,i'm goin to Mid valley together with Shing,Nick and Jimmy..guess we go for what?er..surely not for shopping lah..and we not that kind of ppl will go for movie during weekend..(crazy man..)..the answer is ..BOWLING...yaya,we go for bowling..and,the result was quite surprise me..Coz boy boy get the first place in the first game..even win Nick somemore...My God..and his result was very close with Nick in the 2nd games..err...Everything goes wrong...How come? And i join them in the 3rd game..that's till goes wrong in the first 5 game..coz i jus 'cuci longkang' in 1 game and other even got "/" on screen...3rd game was "7,/" and the 4th game was more amazing.."0,/" ..and when i turn back to my seat,i saw 3 guy staring at the screen with mouth open,show that it was how unreasonable happening...lolz..and finally everything goes fine after that,i also no more amazing ball to show up,if not,i think all of them will get heart attack...lolz..<br /><br />27th Monday,this is the last monday of my 1st Semester..coz many class end in this week..well,i'm nth much feeling lah,coz still can meet with everyone in next semester mah...but i have to thank my IT Lecturer..coz give us many 'benefit' during last lecturer,regarding the final exam one..haha...can guess what is it,rite?but i just worry about my PTPTN Loan..erm..no commend on the matter,other than *&amp;^%$%^*...u know lah,live in Malaysia so many year oredi,have to use to that kind of stupid thing happen when u doin something related with goverment...<br />Go for KTV with boy boy and Ada..well,2nd KTV session in 2 week time,i really love singing much...haha...well..we do enjoy and really have fun in KTV...sing 5 hour and go home around 2am..Crazy man...coz we have to wake up during 7am something....luckily i have no class on tuesday,can sleep again after back to my home...<br /><br />yesterday,28th Tuesday...erm...doin nth and boring at home for whole day..until evening..Jimmy call and ask me to go Low Yat,coz he wan buy a bag,network cable and mouse for his new baby-a Dell Laptop...ok,then i go with him and his frenz Jefferey loh...err..no commend on his frenz,coz i dun think wan to talk much with him,nth to say what...how i know they go after 9pm..so geng..u know lah,Low Yat and Sg Wang very special one,other shopping centre all close around 10:30pm,but most of the shop in Low Yat and Sg Wang ready to close after 9pm,and most of the shop close b4 10pm...so,he just buy a mouse and a network cable..not able to buy a cloth for his new born baby..NVM lah,use what u have first loh...go more early next time...<br /><br />Today?err....today havnt finist yet woh..but i sure i will go for Movie to9..go watch "secret" by Jay Chou..erm..who will go together?ehh...not sure yet...<br /><br />to be continues........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-536953192222567057?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-201636836121092702007-08-26T03:47:00.000+08:002007-08-26T04:21:08.256+08:00最近，发生了好多事，不管是在自己身上的，还是朋友身上的，不管好的坏的，通通都有。<br /><br />前几天看了某位朋友的部落格，发现他的文章里面充满了失望和沮丧。其实，之前也知道他在感情方面出了问题，只是。。。这次好像真的不行了。。<br /><br />看着他的文章，突然想起当初的我！对於感情，一直放不开，陷在自责与哀怨的泥沼里，整个人变得灰暗，笑容不见了，温柔消失了，取代的是眼泪和自我封闭的心。。我能够体谅他的感受，因为我曾经经历过，我走过同样的路，所以我能够明白那深刻的失望，是多么叫人心寒。<br /><br />我以为他是聪明的，也以为他懂得应该作什么，应该怎么样抉择。所以，在我觉得不对劲时，我依然选择相信他的判断能力可以引导他，所以我不曾说过什么。<br />可是，我错了。。<br /><br />我忘了所谓的聪明人，却往往就是最会把自己推进绝路的人！我忘了自己曾经犯下的错，曾经就以为自己可以想通并明白一切，然后可以把一切完全封锁，甚至毁灭！可是，我却高估了自己，把自己陷在死胡同里，怎么样也转不出来。。最后还是靠身边的人的协助，才让我找回过去的自己。甚至有种经历蜕变的感觉，现在的，是个全新的自己！<br /><br />当看到他的文章，我不是不担心。因为我曾经也有过同样的经历，同样的想法，甚至他所想的解决方式，也是我曾经想过的。。所以，我把我的顾虑传达给可以直接帮助他的人，同时以其他管道通过文字给予他安慰和鼓励。。希望他可以重新振作起来。。<br /><br />希望存在于我们的呼吸之中，呼吸停了，希望就没了！所以，不管怎么样，绝对要坚持下去，就算多难过都好，忍一忍，牙一咬，也就过去了！<br /><br />因为，在这个世界上，只有闯不过去的红灯，没有过不下去的日子啊！！<br />不是吗？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-20163683612109270?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-49889227019122009612007-08-26T03:05:00.000+08:002007-08-26T03:30:20.869+08:00Now is 26th Aug, 3:07am,and i'm still awake...<br /><br />Dunno why,dun feel sleepy at all...maybe can say..i not mood to sleep..kao,what's the hell is it?sleeping also depend on mood?then only feel tired during day time...erm..i think my system clock inside my body got something wrong...<br /><br />Just now go mamak stall for EPL match..Chelsea vs Portsmouth..WOHOO~~~ Lampard goal!!and Chelsea Win!! 1-0.....YES!YES!YES!YES!YES! YOHOO~~~I love Frank Lampard so much!i'm so glad to saw him goal in recent match! He got 3 goal for Chelsea in EPL, and 1 goal for England in friendly match vs German..(although England lost in the game..haiz...) WOHOO~~who say Lampard suck and dunno how to goal? well,just KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT! coz he prove us that he still can goal! AND!!! Lampard got 3 goal, and let see what Man Utd got?erm...only 2 point in 3 match now and their Oscar best actor- C.Ronaldo got 1 red card and stop for 3 match!!! so good..i think his performend in Portugal Team should be better than Lampard,coz he got more resting time than Lampard..u know,coz he dun need to play for Man Utd for 3 match....hahaha...<br /><br />2mr...oops..nop,should be today..got the match of Man Utd...erm..let see what will the last champion show us in this match?well,hope they will get some point,at least 1..if not..they will stay at the 2nd last place in the League Table,JUST LIKE WHAT IT HAPPEN NOW!! wakao...2nd last..erm...have Chelsea go that place b4?erm..i think no..and i know it will NEVER happen!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-4988922701912200961?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-18829302160199857642007-08-23T13:15:00.000+08:002007-08-23T14:52:17.845+08:00Well..feeling sick today!haiz..dunno why,is it because of the weather? or my own health got problem oredi? er...better no,coz i no so much $$ to sick..ok,from now on,i will drink as much water as i can,better finish 1.5l per day...erm..but ppl say it's not enough one,should be 8000cc...walao...8000cc is equal to how many baldi oo?my godness...<br /><br /> My exam time-table was coming out,1st paper was on 6/9,Bahasa Malaysia paper...damn it,why we should study BM anymore?i though College was all in English environtment...and 2nd paper was on 8/9 morning,Hubungan Etnik..who to arrange the time-table one? the most boring paper in saturday morning? well,till now i still dunno what's the purpose to study this subject,erm..what's the objective of the subject?to improve and promote understanding and harmony among all the race in malaysia? or to create a false front to pretend that Malaysia was a fair and harmony country?Have a very fair equality among all the race and everybody satidfied with all we having now?<br /><br /> I wonder,is it we speak out our mind it's meant that we not love this country?i dunno how our goverment think about, but in my mind, patriotism is not just a word,but is an action..well,got someone who sing a song and spoil out all the problem in our social, most of our goverment said he have no patriotism,and trying to against him with law..but,how if those illegal racing ppl?they hang-up a national flag behind their motocycle and start the illegal race,is it the spirit of patriotisme they wan?<br /><br /> this is a question with no answer,so...forget about it! somemore better dun commend too much about this topic..u know,it was some 'sensitive issue'...<br /><br /> erm..now watching Taiwan drama "Why Why Love" Ep 12. I must say that i love this drama so much! and can't wait to finish it asap...but have to wait..NO PROBLEM! something was worth to spend some time and patient to wait for it..BECAUSE IT IS TOO GREAT! to anyone who dunno about this drama,i strongly suggest you to take a look at it!<br /><br /> all right,stop my nonsense and it's time to study now....T_T...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-1882930216019985764?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1396022859305657014.post-81603753522013356322007-08-23T09:57:00.000+08:002007-08-23T13:15:06.086+08:00This is not the first time i blogging,but,it was the first time i have a feeling to write something outside my friendster blog..<br />well,since i love to write so much,y dun i just set up a special place for myself to write anything i wan?Friendster was juz a place to let ppl know about me,or platform to meet someone new..but sometime,i not really wan too many ppl know too much about me,at least,not everyone...<br />i can write anything here,but i not sure which kind of language will i using..most probably will be chinese,as my english was not so good,and i can write very well in chinese..maybe some ppl dunno to read chinese,erm..nvm,maybe here was a place for me to write and maybe not for everyone to read..maybe,this is a public diary..<br />dun think i'm 'LC",sorry,i'm not..i'm a easy-goin cum cheerful ppl,sometime very sensitive and lot of emotion,but i love to being sensible..but i'm not good in socialize,so sometime ppl will think i'm a cool ppl with less smile..actually,i love crazy,love smile,love friend..but sometime,i rather to be alone..<br />i prefer to spread my feeling through writing than conversation..i love to flash back my previous post,and i will have different feeling on every moment when i look back at my past! it feel different!<br />what will i write in my future post?erm...no idea,maybe some rubbish,or some gossip,crazy mind,anger or is can be anything else..what i see and what i feel in my life can be one of my topic here..it can be something related with me,or not related with me..<br />so,enough for this post,it's time for me to give myself something to eat at this morning..<br />once again,welcome to my world!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1396022859305657014-8160375352201335632?l=teruterubozu87.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Rain's Worldhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13104392013767846697noreply@blogger.com0